Thanks~

After celebrating my birthday,
I would like to extend my gratitude to all my friends that greet me and celebrated with me.
I felt touched and appreciate all the efforts that you guys put in
To make 26 Nov 2008 another awesome day of my life.
I am blessed~
Thanks.

Dinner with my family members
Thanks for the love and care that always showered on me continuously for 21 years.
Thanks
-Daddy
-Mummy
-Sister Rachel
-Sister Jaime

Housemates dinner party
Thanks for the delicious and memorable dinner party. :)
Appreciated
Thanks
-YSY
-Tjun Wern
-Hong
-Sizuka
-Chili
-Cheok
-Carrot
-Pau Pau
-Chee Chyn
-Ahpinko
-Candy

Barbecue Party from E10A
Thanks for the well prepared surprises and barbecue party ingredients
It's very happy and touching to hear that you guys actually prepared it for a very long time.
And also the present. A KaufMann wallet
Love it!!
Thanks
-Chee
-Patrick
-Ken Huat
-Make
-Yit Meng
-Fong Poh
-Bong
-Hoong.

The birthday lunch
Thanks for bringing me to a nice Arabic restaurant.
Thanks
-Magued

Friends that called and sms-ed me.
Thanks for remembering this day.
Thanks
-Oliver from Australia (9.37pm, 25 Nov) *The earliest*
-Sister Rachel & Jaime from Singapore
-Melissa Wong from Ampang ^^
-Christ Sony from Seremban
-Wei Shin from Cyberjaya
-Tjun Wern from Cyberjaya
-Jia Feng from Kota Tinggi
-Bro Wei Tian from Singapore
-Mee Hoon from Sg Petani
-Mei Chee from Cyberjaya
-Pau Pau from Cyberjaya
-Thomas from Bukit Jalil
-Jeremy Teon from Damansara
-Huey Ling from Klang
-Shi Yi from Cheras
-Ah Doi from Bangsar
-Ezrin from Cyberjaya
-Chui Fang from Teluk Intan
-Mohana from Shah Alam
-Jue Xin from Cyberjaya
-Bro Kong from Cyberjaya
-Tony from Puchong
-Pei Err from Bandung, Indonesia
-Thanesh from Cyberjaya
-Sophia from Sepang
If your name doesnt appear at the list above, please do let me know
It might be some Maxis problem that caused the greeting to be not delivered to me!!

Friends that wrote on my wall in Facebook and Friendster!!
Thanks a lot....

I really appreciate all the greetings very much
You guys made my day!
It was perfectly beautiful, awesome and memorable.
Thanks a lot

Love ya all!!

Happy Birthday to myself

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to ME

Happy Birthday to me

Party, Birthday and Research..

It has been a very long time I never get to update my blog here.
Was busying with many things
Party, Shopping, Meeting up friends, Reading.

I had a very nice party at KL last Wednesday!
It was a Pyjamas party specially for Bob.
It was awesome.
I like the atmosphere there
Everyone were so "steady"
Liquor, dance and food.
Making new friends and some photo sessions.
I even drive after drinking liquor
Luckily it was Wednesday night so no police block.
Otherwise I could have be in the "LOKAP" now! LOL.

Bob the birthday boy

Taylor's SAM E1

Playing snake & shot

Taylor's & Monash rocksss.

Next, was kinda busy reading articles to prepare for my FYP
After consulting Dr Ong, I might need to start doing some reading this semester
Atomic Force Microscope (AFM), i might do this as my FYP title
For thesis writing, I need to do more reading before i could come out with my own unique one. LOL. [Hopeless engineer]

Atomic Force Microscope (AFM)

Next,
I am getting so lazy this semester because I am only taking 1 subject.
It supposed to be in the course structure.
Good, I got more time for entertainment and shopping. LOL.
Movie as well, and more time to mix and hang out with my friends. LOL.

Oh ya, my birthday is coming soon.
Next thursday.
Celebrated with my lovely family last weekend
Went back to my hometown.
Went to crab king for dinner. Had the meat-ess crab I ever had.
Dad and Mum bought me golden key
And an extra Baskin robin ice cream cake. LOL.
Thanks dad & mum and also my 2 pretty sisters..
Having a birthday party with family members is priceless

Siblings

Parents

Family

The elder I grow, the further I go, the sweeter I know.
Family love is the most important.
I appreciate my family members a lot
And I know this is what the LOVE I am always finding for.

The Langkawi trip

After my 2 weeks break
I decided to update my blog here. haha.
I am currently in my lovely hometown enjoying my semester break
New semester starts next monday.
Just wanna update my new blog here with my most recently trip to Langkawi.

Yeap, I went to Langkawi with Chee, Pat and Make on the 20th to 23th Oct.
Kinda enjoyed the trip
Drink, eat and play
We spent kinda low for a comfortable trip


So last Monday, we took flight to Langkawi [Air Asia i mean, but at least better than taking bus i assume]
When we arrived, we rented a Proton Wira for only 150 bucks for 4 days. [Cheap!]
Though it was not in a super good condition, it actually helped us a lot during our 4 days journey.
With a super nice "sport racing car" type of muffler
This car actually give us this kinda of "boom boom" feels. haha.
So after that, we checked in to the resort -- Langkasuka Resort Hotel.
The resort hotel is kinda nice with nice bathroom, 2 queen size bed for 4 person, a balcony facing the pool and some other basic things in the room
This room only cost us 160 bucks per night [cheap]
So we started our 4 days journey by pumping more gas into our car tank.
Next we went for lunch at Kuah town, it's because Air Asia doesn't provide free meal in the plane.
We didn't really plan for our trip, so just follow the map we got earlier at the airport and GO!

First day
We went for a river trip.
Cost us 50 bucks per person
It's a chartered boat. So it's only the driver and us [Cheap!]


To rent a small cruise in Langkawi will cost 10,000 bucks PER HOUR, crazy.

Second day,
We went to telagah tujuh.
Saw nothing there but a very beautiful waterfall.Too bad we never bring our clothes along otherwise we must be in the water.
After the telagah tujuh trip, we went to the Langkawi cable car.


Nice scenery but scary cable car.
Finlandia vodka at night. Wakaka. drunk and sleep.

culprit

Third day,
Went to the tallest waterfall in Langkawi,

Air terjun Temurun.
And also another waterfall which is so.........
I forgot about the name d. sowee..


And we tried out the culprit, the ikan bakar that made us suffer during the trip
Went to Duty free shop at night,
Chee bought 2 Chivas for night
He wanted us to baling. LOL,
but eventually we didn't drink anything.

Forth day,
We did nothing much today.
Chee went back KL taking Malaysia Airlines
But we have to wait for our flight at night.



Conclusion
Air ticket (2 ways)--------------------------RM200.00
Transport (4 days)------------------------- RM 60.00
Accomodation------------------------------ RM125.00
Meals-------------------------------------- RM150.00
Visit----------------------------------------RM 71.00
Liquor--------------------------------------RM 25.00

So for our next semester break trip, 4 options
1. Club Med
2. Kota Kinabalu
3. Laos
4. Mulu National Park

Any other more suggestion?

Bad Day after Merdeka....

Yeah, I should feel happy because I've finished my final exams.
But I know, today is not my day.
First,
I screwed up my Nano-Science paper this morning.
I was supposed to know how to solve the questions.
But I don't know why my mind gone blank when I entered the exam hall
Maybe I was feeling too stressed or maybe I did not have enough of sleeping yesterday night.
I couldn't concentrate on my exam paper.
Sigh, Nano-Science ----> gone..
Second,
After a nice nap in the afternoon,
Ezrin, Magued and me went for a movie at 1U
Everything seems smooth at the starting of the journey.
But something happened when we arrived somewhere around Kelana Jaya.
I went to fill up my tank and I noticed a screw on my car tyre.
Damn, I don't want to change my tyre under the rain!!
So I quickly drove my car to SS3 any one of the tyre shop and fix it.
Luckily Ezrin was in my car with me.
We continued with our journey to 1U
Third,
When we arrived at 1U car park.
I parked my car at the place where I normally park at.
Finally found a parking.
Stupid BMW came so fast.
So I quickly give a signal and did a reverse parking.
Damn!
I didn't noticed the "tiang" there and I bang on it.
Pity my car.. Luckily there's no damage on my car.
It's just some small tiny scratches
Heartache~
Fourth,
Dinner at Carl's Jr again.
I ordered a Chicken burger but they served me beef.
Hey, I don't take beef!!
Luckily they change another new burger for me!!
Four unlucky incident happened within a few hours.
Hey, it's not my day!
I need to pray more....
As Ezrin said, I need to fight against all these unlucky incident..
If I am fear of it, the more will happen....
Lastly,
Mari Kita bersorak Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka!!
My 3 weeks sem break starts today!!

Happy Birthday Kel Mynn

Happy Birthday to my Lovely Sister.
It's a day later to update this entry
So.... Happy Belated birthday!!
You're 21 years old. LOL
Buy you a cake and a frost rootbeer.
Hope you enjoy this on your big day.
Sing you a birthday song.

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Kel Mynn
Happy Birthday to you..

Mamma Mia

This is a superb nice movie.
I would give this movie 5 stars!
I watched it with my mum yesterday, yes, just the 2 of us.
We are ABBA full time fanz..
This was the second time my mum watched this movie
The first time she watched it with my sisters and daddy.
I wanna watch for the second time too.
ABBA songs are still the best.
I am in MAMA MIA mode now.
I couldn't even concentrate studying
Every scenes came into my mind once and again!
Amanda Michelle Seyfried (Sophie) is so hot.
Omg, I love this movie so much!

You're making me so disappointed

You're are making me so disappointed.
You said you need to find job,
I found it for you.
I met up the agent for you.
I get information about the job for you.
What you need to do is just to send in your profile
I know you don't wanna include your photo in your profile
I even requested from the agent that not to include photo in your profile
But ended up today you told me you don't want to work.
I am feeling so disappointed.
You didn't even keep me up to date about it
I need to ask you about your updates with the job.
Wth!
This is not the first time.
Sony was the previous time.
I bring you in to work for Sony
But on the day of product training,
You left the group.
You choose not to work.
Why?
2 times I used my name as a promised
But ended up you take it as granted!
I don't know whether you really appreciate my effort
You said you got financial problem,
I think the best way for me to help you is to find you a job.
But ended up I am bringing disappointment to myself.
Why? The person that I love make me feel disappointed.
You're making me very disappointed
Do you know it?

Mamma Mia

I wanna watch Mamma Mia!!
Nobody show interest in this movie,
My only friend that wanna watch this movie watched it twice last week.
I am supposed to watch it last Friday after my work
But my friend didn't wanna watch it. *sob sob*
Back in Johor now.
Mummy told me she watched it last week too.
Aikss, I wanna watch it too.
Mummy even bought the soundtrack, all the songs are so nice.
Mummy said wanna watch for the second time,
But I need to arrange my time first.
I wanna watch Mamma Mia!!

You sent me the wrong message me yesterday,
If that message was meant to me,
I would have fly up in the sky now.
I was so freezing up after receiving the first message
but the second you reply made me feel disappointed.
Anyway, I am fine.
I am the one that want to love you more.

Intensive classes.

I had been so busy attending intensive classes recently.
But the classes that I've attended are not related to engineering. LOL
Had been attending intensive classes for badminton and DotA.
Playing badminton and DotA is a must on everyday.
Badminton from Monday to Wednesday and same thing to DotA.
I've even stayed at my friend's house just to have a better DotA game with them.
Oh god, I've forgot my semester final exam is around the corner.
I'll be having my first paper on 6 October ---> Optoelectronics Devices.
Aikss.. I've not really started my studies.
Just sitting in front of my study desk and thinking of hero skill and badminton strategies.
Let's see what I've prepared for my final.

6 October 2008 - Optoelectronics Devices - 20%
7 October 2008 - Multimedia Technology and Applications - 30%
12 October 2008- Power Electronics - 20%
14 October 2008- Analog and Digital Communications - 20%
16 October 2008- Nano-Sciences - 15%

Oh gosh, I've not fully prepared any subject yet not even a 50%.
But that's not the problem because normally I did 60% and hantam during the finals.
Please god, I gonna start preparing for my final on tomorrow.
After the short semester, I'll be a final year student already.
Final year project approaching. I can feel the stress now.

Okay, now talk about something happy -----> Badminton..
I've been playing badminton for the previous 3 days.
I called it an intensive course.
Monday afternoon, Tuesday night and Wednesday morning.
I really enjoyed all the games played.
Had some tournament with my friends and others who were playing at the next court.
There came a challenger yesterday night.
2 Indians who came and challenge us for double.
Patrick and me in a group and they formed their own pairs too.
Patrick can be called as our pro here. So I am not afraid of accepting their challenge.
With no pressure and stress, we easily end up the match with 2 games.
21-17 and 15-5. Patrick and me defeated them. LOL
Patrick and I never give any chance to them.
Whenever we got a chance to smash or loop, we did.
It's was really a great game. I really enjoyed so much.

So next DotA.
I'm a noob in this game.
There are a very small number of heroes that I know how to use in the game.
Opps, I am always a feeder to the opponent.
However, today I had 2 very nice game.
Though I did not contribute much for our victory, I believed my exist do help a bit. hehe.
I got all the pro teammates with me.
No fear and pressure.
It's because I know they will surely come to save me when I' m in trouble.
LOL. still trying my very best to train myself to be better and contribute much in my next match.
But before continuing all these intensive courses.
I needa set a timetable for myself to prepare for my final exam.
Last few semester before I graduating.
Wish me luck ya!

I still miss you very much
Hope that you're feel better now.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
No more "at the very beginning" mode ya.
Good nights.

很想你

I will write this entire post in Chinese Mandarin.

我很想你，
虽然能和您网上交谈，
我还是依然的那么想念你。
这几天我都以为可以利用繁忙来忘记你。
可是你却依然浮现在我的脑海中。
我一直都告诉自己不能有所期望，我做得到！
但看见您的名字出现在上线表上，我却很自然的向您说声“嗨”
我看我的生活已被您的一切所占居了。
你的灿烂微笑，你的善良心肠，你的开朗性格。
都是一种无法以字眼能形容的。
谢谢你曾经出现在我的生命中。
就算不能天长地久，
能认识你也已经是一种幸福！
我很想你！

你在那里 这些年来如意不如意
还快乐 还单纯 还美丽 时光如何对你

我 在这里 人海中一座岛屿
很平静 风平浪静
只除了深夜里 回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你 听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息 都不是你
　
我 在那里 你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有 曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记 只是种好意
都不是你 我只想爱你

I'll stand by you

You sound so sad recently.
I don't know what's the reason.
You refused to tell me.
I never ask anymore.
You asked me who's the one.
I wanted to tell you the person is you- Make eternity Lasts
But I know I should not tell you.
The reason is just so easy that because you are attached.
No point telling you this and create something new to bother you.
I prefer to keep it to myself.
I know even I told you yesterday, there will be no changes.
I will be shy facing you in future.
And I know there will be thousand of reason for you to avoid me.
I prefer this kinda of us.
I expect for more, but this is not the time.
Today is the first month after the ending of DG mode.
Kinda moody but happy too.
Thanks.
I will stand by you, I miss you.

I'll stand by you

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Oh I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

You - Make eternity Lasts.

A very nice song you recommended to me.
Very meaningful and very touching.
I downloaded for you, I know this song must be something to express your emo mood now.
I will always stand by you. Be your guardian angel.
I know the rain will stop eventually and you will get back to where you're supposed to be.
But being a guardian angel by your side, accompany you when you are sad is the most happy moment that I should feel contented with it.
After all, you're still the one, and I do miss you very much.

You - Make eternity Lasts.

At the begining

Anastasia) We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we�d have to go through
Now here we are,
and I�m suddenly standing,
at the beginning with you

(Dimitri) No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
(BOTH) When I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

(Chorus) And life is a road
and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

(Anastasia) We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
(Dimitri) Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
(Both) Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

(Both) I knew there was somebody somewhere
like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dreams will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

(Chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing

at the beginning with you

You're still the one-Make Eternity Last

You're still the one in my mind.
Though I know the truth and the fact.
I choose to keep you deep inside my heart.
From the day till now.
I am supposed to keep you back at my mind.
Not to remember you, not to mention about you and not to miss you.
But the feel of to see you, to care about you and to contact you keep spinning around my mind.
I won't deny that you're still the one in my mind.
From the day of the starting of DG mode.
Till today.
After all the while, I will still think of you when my mind is not occupied.
I felt happy when I received your message.
I will keep pressing on my phone when I am waiting for your reply.
I will get freeze and my heart beat gone 100X faster than normal.
You're the one who give me the power.
Though it's single sided part from me, I choose to keep it inside.
Thanks.

怎麼隱藏　我的悲傷　失去妳的地方
妳的髮香　散的匆忙　我已經跟不上

＊閉上眼睛　還能看見　妳離去的痕跡
　在月光下　一直找尋　那想念的身影

　如果說分手　是苦痛的起點
　那在終點之前　我願意再愛一遍
　想要對妳說的　不敢說的愛
　會不會有人　可以明白＊

＃我會發著呆　然後忘記妳
　接著緊緊閉上眼
　想著那一天　會有人代替
　讓我不再想念妳

　我會發著呆　然後微微笑
　接著緊緊閉上眼
　又想了一遍　妳溫柔的臉
　在我忘記之前＃

我會發著呆　然後忘記妳　接著緊緊閉上眼
想著那一天　會有人代替　讓我不再想念妳

This is the best song to show how I am actually feeling now.
I like the lyrics.
Can somehow express my feeling. :)
Anyway, thanks to DG.
You really bright up my life.

My innocent friend- Kirthi & Mohana

My Nano class gang.

Kirthi, Mohana, Ezrin and me went for a movie on last Friday. [3 different races outing, a future malaysia. lol]
So supposed we were planning to depart from cyber around 6pm
But end up we depart from here at 10.45pm due to Kirthi and Mohana have to attend a meeting.
So yes, at 10.45pm after everything were ready, we departed to The Curve Damansara.
Kirthi and Mohana were so excited because this was the first time they stepped into the land of The Curve. lol
Saw an accident on the way to our destination but we didn't stop by to help.[kind hearted Malaysian] =.="
After 45 minutes journey, we arrived at our destination.
Bought our ticket and went in for the movie.
We watched death race.
Damn, was sitting beside a damn drunk man.
I felt like sitting beside a big bottle of carlsberg.
okay, basically the movie was quite interesting but the storyline was kinda fake
It's more like a gaming movie. All the cars using in the movie are more like

"HOTWHEELS"

After the movie, Kirthi was complaining that her bladder is fully filled.
Okay, lead her to the toilet.
My goodness, the toilet is just located next to a club.
Kirthi and Mohana were so afraid with all the drunken people in the toilet.
Opps, I never know that they were so innocent.
Never ever been to this kinda place before. Sorry
But I am proud to be the first person who exposed this to them.
I could see many people puke in the toilet, all the drunken people were sitting outside the club
Fighting for fresh air to make them feel better.
My innocent Kirthi was so afraid and kept telling us she wanna leave the place. LOL
Chill bro, nothing to be afraid.
So I brought them to the other bar which located at "The Street"
I brought them to Santuary.
Kirthi and Mohana were so afraid and they stood far away from the bar.
Pity Ezrin gonna take care of them.
After visiting Santuary, we went to visit Kirthi's cow at Mache.[i created this, in fact it's a Switzerland cow]
Had some photo session here with the cute red cow.

The cow

Kirthi and Mohana favourite Switzerland cow

Next destination was Murni SS2.
We were there to Sahur with Ezrin.
Was kinda fun chatting over there.
I could see Mohana and Kirthi were so enjoying their food there.
It's true that Murni SS2 serve good food, I won't deny this. haha.

Oh ya, Kirthi told me that there is this girl who always ask her about me.
I wonder who is this girl.
Please, I am so curious to know more about her.
Hehe, as a friend i mean.
All the while, the same girl is still occupying my mind, my heart and my soul.
Yes, she..

We were sitting together

Yes, we were sitting together in the same table just now.
3 of us at the same table at FCM cafe.
Same thing happened 1 and a half year ago.
Sitting together but the feel seems to be so much different.
The last time we were sitting together was at the library
Studying together, chat together and joke together
We even went to 1U together, drink and eat together.
But now, seems like everything have changed.
It's so much different than before.
A friendship that changed so much during this year.
Even now we got a chance to meet up in campus,
it's just. "HI and BYE"
No more conversations, no more jokes.
I was expecting for some conversation with you over there
At first when JC wanted me to sit down and joined you guys for normal chatting
I couldn't make a decision. What came into my mind was to find an excuse for leaving there. It's because i feel sad for seeing you sitting opposite me but we got nothing to talk about.
But eventually I think I should try, at least give a chance for our friendship
But till the end, I couldn't find any topic to start the conversation with you.
Sitting alone looking at you chatting with her.
A friend of mine, has gone to be a stranger now.
It's kinda hurt to feel this.
A person that I can talk to heart by heart
Has now changed to be so weird when meeting each other.
What have I done wrongly that made the situation to be like this?
I really don't know what's the problem.
I want our friendship back!!
What can I do?
Please...

Happy Belated Merdeka Malaysia

Opps, I am so sorry for my late greeting.

Happy belated merdeka for Malaysia.

Aku anak Malaysia

Long time never update my blog already.
Was kinda busy recently
Hardly spend time to blog.
Busy with my work, my midterm test and also classes.
Finally I got to take a break now and spend some time for my bloggy

Just get well from sick AGAIN.
Yeah, was suffering with running nose and slight fever.
Thanks to the walk under the rain.
I am feeling better now. wakaka..

Spent my whole weekend working last week
Was appointed to work at 1U on Friday and Courts Cheras on Saturday and Sunday.
I don't really like the working environment in Courts Cheras
People there were not as friendly as other places which I've been working before.
Tec Asia is still my number 1..

You were treating me more friendly recently
More conversations between us
But no worries, I won't expect for anything
Feeling very happy that we can be better friend than before.

I am in jazz mode recently
Kinda love listening to those jazz and soft music
I am so hope that I can spend more time for myself to enjoy in a bar or lounge listening to live band performance.

Yes, the timetable on tomorrow will be kinda pack
Early morning gonna join Patrick them for dim sum
then badminton
After that will be resting time
I think there will be something on at night
Yes, I love this kinda life..

Read something quite accurate from Christ yesterday
He sent me some kinda horoscope thinggy which is quite accurate to apply on me
=)
Know myself more than before.

Anyway, gonna continue with my meeting now
take care everyone...

Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

thanks..

I am getting so busy recently.
I have to attend classes during weekdays and work during weekend.
I couldn't even spend some time to shop.
Supposed I am planning to go back JB during this week since it's a long break
But I got to work at Cheras and study for Optoelectronics devices.
Life is getting busier after I've grown up.


Met up Luke today.
He is going to Beijing next week for further study
He's still the same
Gentleman, kind and wise.
Somehow his words to me really helped me and inspired me a lot.
Love chatting with you
Love discussing about Dhama with you.
Love sharing experiences with you.
You are a wise man who can give wise and useful comment.
Thanks a lot.
See you in Beijing next year.


Watched Money No Enough 2 today alone at Midvalley
This is my first time watching movie alone.
Somehow I really enjoy the moment being alone.
But in certain period, I hate to be alone. XD
It's like so pathetic to be alone sometimes.
The movie was quite nice and quite touching too.
I saw many of them wipe their tears in the cinema.
It's all about family love, and how money can create trouble.
Somehow I love watching Singapore movie
Maybe because I grown up in the environment with full of Singapore drama series.
I feel like being at home. XD
I miss home.. >.<

Finally you've received the gift I sent to you yesterday.
Was kinda happy.
I am happy because Mr postman sent my gift to you.
Ya, I shouldn't expect anything from you.
So I am not sad for receiving just a Thanks a lot. [Christ said you must be very touched for receiving this]
And please, I am really happy to have a chance to make this gift to you. [As a friend]
So actually you are not troubling me.
As long as you like this gift, I am feeling very contented with it.
Hope that you really like it.

Gonna work again on tomorrow
I am appointed to work at 1U shopping center this time.
Hope that I will be so lucky enough to close some sales.
Wish me luck.

Nano-Science midterm test I

Finally I've finished my Nano-Science midterm test 1
I've struggled for 3 days just for this difficult subject.
Tiring, stressful and pressure.
Finally
Thanks god, the questions are quite easy. XD
No derivation, no difficult questions
Everything is from the normal quiz and tutorial questions.
Luckily I studied for quiz and tutorials
Otherwise I would have be an Alien sitting in the exam hall writing nothing.

This is the first informal midterm test in my 3 years university life.
Christ can still using his phone to text his friend
Others could still chatting at the back.
Lecturer didn't really care about us, maybe he trusted us to the fullest.
"Nobody" cheat during the test. LOL.

I am feeling so happy now,
This Nano-Science really drive me to hell for my previous 2 days.
So many things to be studied.
So many equations to be derived
So many formulas to be memorized.
Yeah, Merdeaka now.

Went to dinner with Ezrin, Kirti and Mohana.
This was my first time took dinner with Kirti and Mohana.
Had lotsa fun with them.
Good celebrating happy moments with you guys.
Thanesh should joined us because it was really fun talking to them.
:)

Next paper will be Optoelectronics Devices on next Thursday.
Non-stop midterm test for 4 weeks continuously.
Hopefully I can do well in this coming paper.
Wish me luck ya..

After all, it's still the same

I thought we would be better friend than before
I thought our friendship will be developed better after that day.
Yes, the previous 3 days was okay.
More words per message.
I assume a friend could have more conversation.
But today, it's back to the same.
3 to 5 words per message.
haha, maybe we should contact less so that we would have more conversation in future.
Somehow, it's like back to the first-we-knew-each-other-state.
Maybe you are busy studying now. :)
Never mind, it's okay.
I felt very happy for being just a normal friend.
I appreciate it..
Take good care of yourself.

Okay let's talk about how I spent my weekend.
Nothing much actually
Went to work as usual.
But this time I was appointed to work at Carrefour Sri Petaling.
At first I thought my sales here would be bad and the people would be busy with their own work
But I never expect I could close 5 sales. 3 Bravia and 3 Bravia Theater
LOL.. very happy actually
All my colleague there were quite friendly but not as good as my ex colleagues in Tec Asia.
The people there tend to sabotage the reputation of my Sony products to close their sales.
Never mind, I believed people who knows Sony will not influence by them. LOL

Pei Ching came to visit me today.
Had dinner together at KFC
Susan was there too.
I remembered the last time I met Susan was at KLIA before sending her off back Kuching.
She looked so different now.. keke..
She is still my "daughter".

Nano-science mid term is on this week.
Haven't really prepare yet.
Die hard this time.
Wish me luck for this.
I really gonna work hard for this paper since I promised my dad that I will study well.
:)

Happy birthday Bro..

Yes, 23rd August
My best friend's birthday.
12 years of friendship with him
The same Kindergarden, same primary school, same secondary school and even the same university now.
It's all fate I believe.. haha..
Anyway, as usual, I wanna sing you a birthday song.. keke..

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to @h Kong
Happy birthday to you

It's kinda happy to be friend with you for 12 years
You're always by my side just like my family members.
No matter when I was sad, down, happy or bla bla bla.
We share our happiness together
Share our sorrow together.
Though you're attached and I am still single now, you never neglected me before.
Whenever when I am sad, you never stay away from me before.
A true brotherhood I could say.
Thanks god for granting such a good person for me.
Thanks..

Hey bro, hope that you really enjoyed your 21st birthday
Was supposed to celebrate with you just now according to Pei Err's plan
But too bad, I was working just now, but after my work, I thought of going to your place and meet you
But mana tau you didn't pick up my call
I wanna wish you a very very happy birthday.
May all your dreams come true..

Bro forever..

1st day after ending DG mode

I don't like this feeling.
It's getting worse than yesterday.
Though there are so many things that occupied my time,
I am still so sad..

I don't want to end my DG mode
But I am forced to
I don't want to be the third party.
Okay, I will try my best to get used to it.

I don't know why the feeling getting stronger today,
I am not supposed to be like this.

You're too good to be true,
That's why you're my dream girl.
Though you got him beside you,
I hope you could be one of the person that I care the most.
I hope I can be the one that you will talk to.
We are still friends right?

Yesterday was a very nice outing with you.
Thanks to you very much.
I know very clearly that this is just a very normal outing.
Though you weren't in a good mood
I've tried my best to be super lame
Telling lame jokes to cheer you up.
And finally I saw a smile on your face.
You are very protective, so I choose not to upload any photos of you here. =)

Forgetting you is not as easy as ABC
We don't get to see and contact each other frequent
But the feel remained deep inside my heart for more than half a year.
So I think by not contacting, the feel will still be there.
Thanks for giving me such a good feeling.
I really appreciate it.

I LIKE YOU

The end of DG mode

am not happy today
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with no midterm test?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with no assignment to do?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with the classes ended early?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with no stress at all?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with the nice weather to sleep?
But why I don't feel anything glad and happy with all the things around me now?
Am I not appreciate all these enough and burp out with all these complaints?

Today is the end of DG mode.

I couldn't really remember when was the starting date for DG mode but I knew it was quite long ago. It actually happened before I wrote all sorts of thing in this blog.
Maybe the end of DG mode symbolize the end of my dreams, my efforts and my expectations.
I don't know whether it is good or bad for me.
But 1 thing I am sure that I am kinda sad now and it's kinda hurt to know the fact.
All the broken dreams of mine seems spinning around in my mind.
All the things that I wanted to do but I couldn't do it anymore
All the things that I wanted to say but I couldn't get a chance to say it anymore
Left all the broken dreams in my mind.

My heart seems to be stopped for a seconds when I received the message.
The bitter part from the message shot into my heart directly
The hurting part from the message cut into my heart directly
And the sour part from the message melted my heart directly.
It's not an answer that I was expecting, thinking and wanting from you.
But I've to be brave enough to accept it rather than keeping on cheating myself.

I am glad that you've found the person that you can rely on
I am glad that you've found the person that you feel comfortable with
I am glad that you've found the person that you can spend your life with.
It's a good news for you and me.
At least I wouldn't need to be worried about you for driving alone late at night
At least I wouldn't need to be worried about you for being alone when you are sad
At least I wouldn't need to be worried about you for not taking good care of yourself.

You will always be in my mind.
Nobody might replace you but somebody might overtake you someday.
Thanks for giving me all the special days previously
Giving me all the special feels
Granting me all the nice dreams.

He is good enough to win your heart
He is lucky enough to grab you in his arms
He is kind enough to be your special one.

I would like to wish, bless and congrats you here

Wishing you a happy relationship with him

All the best to you. :)

Saying "take care" doesn't really heal the pain in me
But it somehow telling me that we are still the friends like before.
Though everything had turned to be the broken dreams
I feel thankful and appreciate the moments of being in DG mode
You will still be the one that I care for. :)

Last but not least, I would like to post this again here.

Make a day for you and me,
Even there will be an end for me,
Love and Like are the feel you are giving me,
It is the time to show that from me,
Sixth of August two thousand eight is a special day for me,
Steady, Slowly, Surprisingly are the way that lead me,
And show that you are the one who meant for me.

I think I should cancel the outing next week,
I don't want any misunderstanding
Sorry for breaking promises
But I am forced to do so.

P/S: DG mode is actually "dream girl mode"

Outing?

I am so damn sad now,
I couldn't answer my power E midterm test properly
The questions are too difficult for me
Maybe I didn't study well for that.
Gonna do really hard for final. I don't want to get regret because of this paper.

Something really cheer me up yesterday,
I got a nice neighbor that can sing well,
He will start singing with his guitar every evening or even at night at the balcony.
Somehow I think that he can really sing well.
And those songs that he sing often are those of my favourite songs
Every time I heard his singing, I will stand at my balcony and at least finished listen to 1 of his song.
And I will always clap for him.
Recently seems to be more people enjoy listening to his singing
He will start singing on his balcony in the evening
And people will start gather at the ground floor looking above and enjoy his songs.
I won't deny that he can really sing well.
Anyone in Cyber, please do listen and judge him keke

The future Malaysian Idol

Yes, finally you promised me for an outing
I cant wait for next week
YAY~ Happy happy day..

Olympic Cyberjaya 2008

Malaysia got a silver medal yesterday in the Olympic game 2008
It's quite sad to just get a silver medal
I believed every Malaysian were expecting a gold medal and also the announcement of holiday for achieving our first gold medal.
But end up with all the broken dreams.
Though we lost to China, Lee Chong Wei had actually did his best to get into the final
I salute him. :) He actually made Malaysia and all the Malaysian proud.
So just after the next day, I saw the live broadcast of Olympic Cyberjaya.

The full time Lee Chong Wei supporter

Everyone started to love badminton now.
Even under the rain, they were so enthusiast to play and enjoy themselves to the fullest.
However, they never play in the proper badminton court but a TENNIS COURT.
LOL, I believed they are all the supporter of Lee Chong Wei.
Anyway, it's just a random post for today.
Gotta get back to studies now, too many works to do.
Mid term is coming 1 after 1. Gotta really work..
Wish me luck...

An outing before midterm testSSS

Yesterday was a wonderful day spending with my friend.
Went out with Huey Ling.
She wanted to get an Mp3 player for herself.
So I recommended her to get a Sony Mp3 since I can get a cheaper price for her. LOL
We met at Times Square at 12noon.
After getting the ticket for our movie, we decided to take our lunch together.
So after walking and surveying in Times Square
We both decided to grab our meal at Gasoline Times Square.
We were both attracted by the atmosphere there. LOL.
Okay, after the meal, we went to Low Yat Plaza to get the Mp3 player.

Went to Tec Asia to buy it since I know the people there and Derick can give me the cheapest price in the market
So when we arrived there, Christ and Derick were looking at us in those very strange and weird kind.
They thought that Huey Ling is my girlfriend. LOL
Okay, after getting the Mp3 player, I proceed to the Gloria Jeans coffee counter to enjoy my privilege which is getting a drink with a staff price.
I grabbed a mocha for myself and a strawberries and cream for Huey Ling.
It's time to movie, yea, we turned back to Times Square and enjoy the movie Wall E


Wall E is a kinda nice movie actually
No conversation for the first hour
So we could really enjoy the animation.
Too many funny parts that made us couldn't stop laughing.
:)

So after the movie, we proceed to our next destination

LUNA BAR

Luna Bar is always the best choice for me to relax and chat
I am so into that kind of atmosphere.
Though the drinks over there are expensive, I really enjoy and I don't really mind to spend that money.
Had a great time with Huey Ling over there
We chat about many kind of topic, from studies to future.
She is kind of a good planner for her future,
And a good sister indeed. She is actually planning for her sister's future.
Nice knowing her as a friend and a nice sister.
Had some photo taking session with her before we departed back home.






During the journey back to her house
We joke and chat. LOL


Before sending her back to her Apple nest,
We grabbed our dinner together at a famous Hokkien Mee stall
The food there were really nice. Thanks Huey Ling.

Back to Cyber, Patrick ajak me to his house to watch a movie
So after packing all my stuff, I went to his house and catch a movie with him
"Don't mess up with Zohan"
It's a nice movie indeed, lotsa interesting and funny part.


I've spent a really nice day on yesterday
Have to hardcore study from now,
Loads of midterm coming. Sigh
Wish me luck ya.

Meet up a friend

Yeap, received a message from Sophia,
she wanted me to help her again to translate something
so this time I helped her to translate her brochure regarding to the campaign she is having at Sepang.
From Malay language to Chinese Mandarin.
But this time is a shorter one.
Things are like getting easier to translate
Maybe because I did the same thing before for her few weeks ago.
She treated me a meal.
I done it quite fast, and we started to chit chat.
Talked about many things that we didn't know.
Was kinda fun.
She is still so friendly and sweet. XD
I miss my Taylor's classmate
Gonna meet up Huey Ling tomorrow.
Cant wait to see her, LOL, it's a such a long time I never seen her.

Okay, I am still in the sick cat mode.
Third day, feeling better than yesterday
But not fully recovered yet,
Need more rest I think
Hopefully everything will be better by tomorrow.
I wanna enjoy my day tomorrow to the fullest.
It's because after tomorrow, I gonna start hardcore study till final.
Still got many more midterm test awaiting me. Scary man.
From week 9 until week 12
And following by week 16 the final exam.
I really need to study, no more time for me to waste.
Graduation is getting nearer to me, meaning that I need to work and start my career soon.
Sigh, wish me luck, I am not prepared for working yet
Need to plan my future, need to treat it seriously.

Hope that I can feel better tomorrow
Don't wanna be in sick mode anymore,
Kinda suffering.

MC

Sick sick sick
I went to see a doctor today,
My nose is so irritate.
Couldn't concentrate in class
Couldn't pay 100% attention in class.
Doctor told me that I am some kinda virus infection.
I requested for a MC.

"Doc, can you give me a MC?"
"Why do you need it?"
"I couldn't concentrate in class, I need to rest at home!"
"That mean you don't feel like going? Are you having midterm test tonight?"
"Nope, my midterm test is on next week!"
"Ok, please collect you MC at the counter!!"

LOL, he was so afraid that I was there to get a MC just to avoid from going to test.
Never mind, I got my MC now and I can proudly skip my class with reason.

Anyway, I hope I can get well soon.
I hate this feeling.
Tiring.... Sigh...

flu

Damn, flu.
I hate flu.
makes my nose feel so uncomfortable.
runny nose, tiring.
I hate all these feelings.
Flu made my EOP class sucks
Couldn't concentrate in the class.
I couldn't even open my eyes.
Skipped Multimedia Tutorial with reason. LOL.
Lecturer was so nice to allow me to leave the class without attending.
But I rather to attend the class instead of having flu. Sigh.
Taken dinner and my medicine just now, hope that I will feel better after a nap.
I need to study, 3 midterms on next week.
seems like many people sick recently.
Really need to take good care of myself.

Take care joshua..