You're making me so disappointed

You're are making me so disappointed.
You said you need to find job,
I found it for you.
I met up the agent for you.
I get information about the job for you.
What you need to do is just to send in your profile
I know you don't wanna include your photo in your profile
I even requested from the agent that not to include photo in your profile
But ended up today you told me you don't want to work.
I am feeling so disappointed.
You didn't even keep me up to date about it
I need to ask you about your updates with the job.
Wth!
This is not the first time.
Sony was the previous time.
I bring you in to work for Sony
But on the day of product training,
You left the group.
You choose not to work.
Why?
2 times I used my name as a promised
But ended up you take it as granted!
I don't know whether you really appreciate my effort
You said you got financial problem,
I think the best way for me to help you is to find you a job.
But ended up I am bringing disappointment to myself.
Why? The person that I love make me feel disappointed.
You're making me very disappointed
Do you know it?