1st day after ending DG mode

I don't like this feeling.
It's getting worse than yesterday.
Though there are so many things that occupied my time,
I am still so sad..

I don't want to end my DG mode
But I am forced to
I don't want to be the third party.
Okay, I will try my best to get used to it.

I don't know why the feeling getting stronger today,
I am not supposed to be like this.

You're too good to be true,
That's why you're my dream girl.
Though you got him beside you,
I hope you could be one of the person that I care the most.
I hope I can be the one that you will talk to.
We are still friends right?

Yesterday was a very nice outing with you.
Thanks to you very much.
I know very clearly that this is just a very normal outing.
Though you weren't in a good mood
I've tried my best to be super lame
Telling lame jokes to cheer you up.
And finally I saw a smile on your face.
You are very protective, so I choose not to upload any photos of you here. =)

Forgetting you is not as easy as ABC
We don't get to see and contact each other frequent
But the feel remained deep inside my heart for more than half a year.
So I think by not contacting, the feel will still be there.
Thanks for giving me such a good feeling.
I really appreciate it.

I LIKE YOU