Yes, I will survive by kicking away all my bad habits. Yeah, I got many bad habits. Sometimes this kind of bad habits really irritate myself and even others. It's too many for me to list down here. But, today I realize another bad habit of mine ~ I like to disturb people when I am in bored mode or in "high" mode. I hate this, I don't want to disturb others. Luckily I can still control myself when I am in normal mode. I really hate myself for being to irritating and annoying and somehow when I think back of it, I felt the same too. I tried to imagine the feeling of those people who I've disturbed and conclusion is, I hate myself. Terrible I know. Sorry for those I've tried to disturb before. There are some numbers of people I normally "bully" and disturb when I am too free. XD
The worst comment I ever got from my friend is "You're so long-winded." It might not mean anything to others, but this sentence mean a lot to me. A guy shouldn't be too talkative, it's so irritating and annoying. Me myself will think in the same way too when some guys which are even worse than me. I just need a piece of silent, I want the noble silent please. That's why I hate myself for being so "long winded". OMG, cannot really accept myself for being like this. Thanks to my friend who told me this long time ago. I will change to be better. =) Really gonna thanks a lot. I actually only realize it this afternoon. Sorry *** for occupying your drawing time. Sorry, I was just so wanted to find someone to talk to.
I like to talk, I admit this. People normally will think that I am a quiet person when they first see me. But in fact, I am just too shy to talk actually. My so-good-first-impression to others gone when I start talking non-stop when they know me more. Sigh... I believe if I found someone to talk to me, I can talk to that person 24/7. Hey, this is not something to be proud of!
Lame joker, another word to describe me. Crazy, I am still so proud of it to type it out. OMG. I am popular with telling lame jokes among my friends. Every time they will just reply me with a "=.="" or "lame" or "whatever" or "LOL" or "废". But somehow, when I am telling a joke which I think it's funny, to receive this kind of respond is quite sad. But if it's obviously a super lame joke, then that's fine.
Maybe you guys will think that this is just my character but not a bad habit but I just simply don't like this character. LOL. Have to change it la, really got to do so.
Okay, got to go now, want to continue with my "Nano-science" revision. This is just an entry to stress out the conflict between me and myself.
The worst comment I ever got from my friend is "You're so long-winded." It might not mean anything to others, but this sentence mean a lot to me. A guy shouldn't be too talkative, it's so irritating and annoying. Me myself will think in the same way too when some guys which are even worse than me. I just need a piece of silent, I want the noble silent please. That's why I hate myself for being so "long winded". OMG, cannot really accept myself for being like this. Thanks to my friend who told me this long time ago. I will change to be better. =) Really gonna thanks a lot. I actually only realize it this afternoon. Sorry *** for occupying your drawing time. Sorry, I was just so wanted to find someone to talk to.
I like to talk, I admit this. People normally will think that I am a quiet person when they first see me. But in fact, I am just too shy to talk actually. My so-good-first-impression to others gone when I start talking non-stop when they know me more. Sigh... I believe if I found someone to talk to me, I can talk to that person 24/7. Hey, this is not something to be proud of!
Lame joker, another word to describe me. Crazy, I am still so proud of it to type it out. OMG. I am popular with telling lame jokes among my friends. Every time they will just reply me with a "=.="" or "lame" or "whatever" or "LOL" or "废". But somehow, when I am telling a joke which I think it's funny, to receive this kind of respond is quite sad. But if it's obviously a super lame joke, then that's fine.
Maybe you guys will think that this is just my character but not a bad habit but I just simply don't like this character. LOL. Have to change it la, really got to do so.
Okay, got to go now, want to continue with my "Nano-science" revision. This is just an entry to stress out the conflict between me and myself.
2 comments:
Each person has their own unique personality and characteristics, or what in Chinese said, “性格”. This is what we define keng soon, the talkative and sometimes… your joke really kinda lame… hahahaha. However, it is not a bad thing, as you always making to start the conversation and encourage others to taking part in the conversation, this what make the change or environment without anyone getting boring and so serious. So I hope you maintain the Keng soon’s unique personality as I think once you change it… it will be no longer the “joker” I used to know… hahahahah
aha.. chee.. thx for ur comment. appreciated. =)yes,i m unique. haha
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