Frequencies

Saman

2009-03-30T01:39:00.002+08:00

What a "nice" day!
I kena a saman la wey
Kena stop by police at the road block
It was supposed to be a wonderful trip back to KL after a nice break
Who knows kena something so unfortunate today
Was on the way to the highway.
Somewhere around the road to Kulai
I thought there would not be any speed trap at the estate area.
But who knows Polis nowadays are getting very hardworking
Dunno where they hid themselves
Maybe under a pokok, or behind a sign board or bla bla bla
Their camera caught me speeding la.. Sui..
Me leg itchy la, press more on the accelerator,
Otherwise I could have save some money for my own kopi.
I was following behind an uncle that follow the speed limit which is 90km/h
But i was so impatient and assume that
"Polis not so hardworking want la, wont work under the sun at12"
i overtake him and start speed.
All the way up to 120km/h. Nothing happened. YAY!!
But after awhile, road block pulak!
Henti sebelah, i saw the red flag.
I was caught at the speed of 103km/h
what the heck! only 13km/h extra la
give chance la please..
after finished "keng" with the polis, he quite good also.
We settle with the kind of I-know-you-know-you-know-I-know-method.
student got discount somemore.. LOL..
Then ciao la.
The most "sui" thing is, i arrived at the toll plaza exactly the same time with the car i was following at first.
The moral value is

Don't speed, the polis will delay your time even more!!

She

2009-03-16T22:18:00.007+08:00

You are the most precious person in my life,
Intentionally I've made you mine,
Thanks for The Love, The care and The passion.

Making me one of the luckiest person in the universe,
Eternity, you make it to be reality,
Notably showered your love on me,
Genuine heart is what I could see

I was nobody before we have met.

Luckily you appeared and came into my life,
Only you the only one could change me,
Valued and cherish me,
Extraordinarily with your lovely heart!

You are my everything,
On the first day we are attached, &
Undeniable Love is what I am showering on you.

Love,
KS

Tony Roma

2009-03-15T22:49:00.006+08:00

American restaurant is always my first choice.
Though it's expensive, i wont mind to spend much for some good food.
Compare with other American restaurant such as T.G.I.F and Chilis,
Tony Roma is more to "formal" casual dining
You can find people shouting or speak loudly in T.G.I.F but not in Tony Roma
It will be so interesting if you are celebrating your birthday there where all the staff there will sing you a birthday song loudly like nobody business.
But i noticed that, staff in Tony Roma, they sing softly.
Yea, I went to Tony Roma at Sunway Pyramid for lunch on last Monday
It's because they offer me RM20 cash voucher and also RM10 deduction from the total bill after doing their survey.
The first time I been to Tony Roma was during the valentine's day last month with the gf.
I didnt really enjoy the food there in Tony Roma Pavillion.
Their services were good but the food just doesn't reach the expectation of me.
And the price was like "boom"
I spent almost 200 bucks for 2 person meal there for my last visit during the vday!
But it's worth because I was celebrating with her. lolxx
I had salmon and chicken.
However, I am quite satisfied with the second visit.
I ordered grilled lamb chop and the gf ordered roma burger.

Lamb chop is always my favorite.
Definitely the lamb chop here doesn't disappoint me
The lamb chop is grill till perfection.
But I prefer the lamb chop in Chilis.
I heard about the comments from my friends that
T.G.I.F- steak
Chilis- Lamb chop
Tony Roma-Pork rib (but they don't have it in Malaysia)
The Roma Burger was good too.
The chicken breast meat was tender and nice.
The fries are nice too.
Both of us were quite enjoyed and satisfied with the food and the price this time.
The total bill is around 70++ but after the RM30 deduction, we just have to pay for RM40++
It's consider quite cheap for 2 person to dine in a American restaurant.
So this time they offer me another RM10 voucher after doing the online survey
This is the way they attracts customer.

Yes, i wanna know

2009-02-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

I hope this will never happen on me
but god knows it just simply happened on me
this is what i mind the most
but it just come nearer to me.
I just couldnt control myself
ya, i know it common
but sorry, i am not among the people.
I am special, I am different
Sorry if i've hurt you
but i just duno what can i do to forget about it
there are too many questions appeared in my mind.
I tried to solve it one by one
but one question just simply created when the other is solved
so in the end,
no conclusion, no solution!

i've thought of leaving
it's the easiest way to solve it
but i just couldnt make this thing so simple
just simply you are involved.
I cant allow myself to give up this..
Because i am so deep inside..
I try to compromise
yes, i can.
But it doesnt last long

This is my problem
I hope you are not involved in it
Because i know you will be so hurt
it's not good to be in this situation

Dear god, i hope i could find a way to solve it
To get myself over it
Somebody please lead me
Lead me to a place where we can be together happily ever after...........

Please Support

2009-02-10T17:37:00.001+08:00

I've been reading kennysia's blogs for quite some time.
And now I found this in his blog and I think I should give him some support as a loyal reader of him.
So ladies and gentlemen,
Please kindly donate.
Or you may just surf through his blog at
www.kennysia.com

Thanks for supporting..

End of delta

2009-01-06T13:29:00.002+08:00

Heyaa,
Ya, joshua finished his exam this morning
Diagnostic Technology, ENT 3026
Same too, he finished his delta year in MMU
And soon after the sem break, he will be in epsilon year
The final year student, the senior. XD

The paper today was still okay,
But i didn't study well this few days
Couldn't really finished answer all the questions.
Some i left it blank. >.<
But good news is i got full mark for my midterm test!!
Dr Ong came to me during the exam this morning
"Keng Soon, I am proud of you, you are the only student that score full mark for midterm test, so try hard to get an A+ for this paper, you got 25 minutes left"
Aiks, stress pulak..
I wanted to tell him, sir, i disappoint you, i couldnt answer all the question but i didnt do.
So far, i am feeling good after the exam.
I am the first who start the exam and the first who finished it. Wakaka.

So delta year was indeed awesome.
Though didnt do well in some subject
I managed to survive through it.
Let's have flashback on what i've done on delta year.

Delta first sem,
Semiconductor devices was quite ok.
Had a great time to be in the same group with Mag and Muhamad.
Engineering Mathematics IV,
I failed it. Damn, gonna retake it next semester.
Microelectronics Circuit Analysis and Design
The toughest assignment ever be.
But luckily I passed it!
Data Communication and Computer Networking
Quite okay, not that difficult compare to other subjects.
Control Theory
frankly, i don't know how i passed this subject.
I couldn't answer the paper well. XD

Delta second semester,
Nano-science,
It was disaster for me
Luckily I could still managed to pass it.
Thanks Prof Lim.
Optoelectronics Devices,
lecturer was good.
The best presentation group. LOL
Very linear, but the questions were quite difficult
Power Electronics,
Thanks to Gobbi, i had the highest attendance for this subject
Multimedia Technology & Application
Nice elective subject. Thanks god I didn't register for Mini Porject.

Delta Third sem,
Diagnostic Technology
Thanks to Dr Ong, only because of you
I did quite well in this subject.
It's kinda sad to know that you are leaving soon!

I love being Delta year student
Epsilon will be a disaster for me
Hopefully I can do well.
Guan Yin Ma, please Boh bi me..

Hello 2009

2009-01-02T11:10:00.003+08:00

It's 2nd Jan 2009
Ya, I am abit outdated.
Hardly connect to the internet in Johor
Yeah, finally got back to cyberjaya
With tonnes of books, notes and works awaiting me.
Aikss.. But it's okay..
Taking 1 subject in this sem is kinda free and relaxing.
so for 2008, bye bye.
to all my friends- Happy new year, thanks for the care and love that you guys showered on me. Appreciate.
To all my enemies- may god bless you!
2008 was indeed a great year for me.
though nothing much happened, i enjoyed it with full of satisfaction. LOL.
So for 2009. my new resolution will be. hmmm..
Very first. My family members to be healthy throughout the year
1. Do well in my final year
2. To graduate on time.
3. To make more friends.
4. To gain more experiences.
5. To enjoy more
6. To drink less >.<
7. To travel more often
8. Able to go for internship in Dubai
9. Relax
10. Able to visit more places with "steady members"

So I needa do really hard to achieve all my goals.
Wish me luck

Happy New Year to everyone!!

Thanks~

2008-11-28T10:10:00.005+08:00

After celebrating my birthday,
I would like to extend my gratitude to all my friends that greet me and celebrated with me.
I felt touched and appreciate all the efforts that you guys put in
To make 26 Nov 2008 another awesome day of my life.
I am blessed~
Thanks.

Dinner with my family members
Thanks for the love and care that always showered on me continuously for 21 years.
Thanks
-Daddy
-Mummy
-Sister Rachel
-Sister Jaime

Housemates dinner party
Thanks for the delicious and memorable dinner party. :)
Appreciated
Thanks
-YSY
-Tjun Wern
-Hong
-Sizuka
-Chili
-Cheok
-Carrot
-Pau Pau
-Chee Chyn
-Ahpinko
-Candy

Barbecue Party from E10A
Thanks for the well prepared surprises and barbecue party ingredients
It's very happy and touching to hear that you guys actually prepared it for a very long time.
And also the present. A KaufMann wallet
Love it!!
Thanks
-Chee
-Patrick
-Ken Huat
-Make
-Yit Meng
-Fong Poh
-Bong
-Hoong.

The birthday lunch
Thanks for bringing me to a nice Arabic restaurant.
Thanks
-Magued

Friends that called and sms-ed me.
Thanks for remembering this day.
Thanks
-Oliver from Australia (9.37pm, 25 Nov) *The earliest*
-Sister Rachel & Jaime from Singapore
-Melissa Wong from Ampang ^^
-Christ Sony from Seremban
-Wei Shin from Cyberjaya
-Tjun Wern from Cyberjaya
-Jia Feng from Kota Tinggi
-Bro Wei Tian from Singapore
-Mee Hoon from Sg Petani
-Mei Chee from Cyberjaya
-Pau Pau from Cyberjaya
-Thomas from Bukit Jalil
-Jeremy Teon from Damansara
-Huey Ling from Klang
-Shi Yi from Cheras
-Ah Doi from Bangsar
-Ezrin from Cyberjaya
-Chui Fang from Teluk Intan
-Mohana from Shah Alam
-Jue Xin from Cyberjaya
-Bro Kong from Cyberjaya
-Tony from Puchong
-Pei Err from Bandung, Indonesia
-Thanesh from Cyberjaya
-Sophia from Sepang
If your name doesnt appear at the list above, please do let me know
It might be some Maxis problem that caused the greeting to be not delivered to me!!

Friends that wrote on my wall in Facebook and Friendster!!
Thanks a lot....

I really appreciate all the greetings very much
You guys made my day!
It was perfectly beautiful, awesome and memorable.
Thanks a lot

Love ya all!!

Happy Birthday to myself

2008-11-26T16:06:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to ME

Happy Birthday to me

Party, Birthday and Research..

2008-11-18T18:35:00.006+08:00

It has been a very long time I never get to update my blog here.
Was busying with many things
Party, Shopping, Meeting up friends, Reading.

I had a very nice party at KL last Wednesday!
It was a Pyjamas party specially for Bob.
It was awesome.
I like the atmosphere there
Everyone were so "steady"
Liquor, dance and food.
Making new friends and some photo sessions.
I even drive after drinking liquor
Luckily it was Wednesday night so no police block.
Otherwise I could have be in the "LOKAP" now! LOL.

Bob the birthday boy

Taylor's SAM E1

Playing snake & shot

Taylor's & Monash rocksss.

Next, was kinda busy reading articles to prepare for my FYP
After consulting Dr Ong, I might need to start doing some reading this semester
Atomic Force Microscope (AFM), i might do this as my FYP title
For thesis writing, I need to do more reading before i could come out with my own unique one. LOL. [Hopeless engineer]

Atomic Force Microscope (AFM)

Next,
I am getting so lazy this semester because I am only taking 1 subject.
It supposed to be in the course structure.
Good, I got more time for entertainment and shopping. LOL.
Movie as well, and more time to mix and hang out with my friends. LOL.

Oh ya, my birthday is coming soon.
Next thursday.
Celebrated with my lovely family last weekend
Went back to my hometown.
Went to crab king for dinner. Had the meat-ess crab I ever had.
Dad and Mum bought me golden key
And an extra Baskin robin ice cream cake. LOL.
Thanks dad & mum and also my 2 pretty sisters..
Having a birthday party with family members is priceless

Siblings

Parents

Family

The elder I grow, the further I go, the sweeter I know.
Family love is the most important.
I appreciate my family members a lot
And I know this is what the LOVE I am always finding for.

The Langkawi trip

2008-11-03T12:56:00.005+08:00

After my 2 weeks break
I decided to update my blog here. haha.
I am currently in my lovely hometown enjoying my semester break
New semester starts next monday.
Just wanna update my new blog here with my most recently trip to Langkawi.

Yeap, I went to Langkawi with Chee, Pat and Make on the 20th to 23th Oct.
Kinda enjoyed the trip
Drink, eat and play
We spent kinda low for a comfortable trip

So last Monday, we took flight to Langkawi [Air Asia i mean, but at least better than taking bus i assume]
When we arrived, we rented a Proton Wira for only 150 bucks for 4 days. [Cheap!]
Though it was not in a super good condition, it actually helped us a lot during our 4 days journey.
With a super nice "sport racing car" type of muffler
This car actually give us this kinda of "boom boom" feels. haha.
So after that, we checked in to the resort -- Langkasuka Resort Hotel.
The resort hotel is kinda nice with nice bathroom, 2 queen size bed for 4 person, a balcony facing the pool and some other basic things in the room
This room only cost us 160 bucks per night [cheap]
So we started our 4 days journey by pumping more gas into our car tank.
Next we went for lunch at Kuah town, it's because Air Asia doesn't provide free meal in the plane.
We didn't really plan for our trip, so just follow the map we got earlier at the airport and GO!

First day
We went for a river trip.
Cost us 50 bucks per person
It's a chartered boat. So it's only the driver and us [Cheap!]

To rent a small cruise in Langkawi will cost 10,000 bucks PER HOUR, crazy.

Second day,
We went to telagah tujuh.
Saw nothing there but a very beautiful waterfall.Too bad we never bring our clothes along otherwise we must be in the water.
After the telagah tujuh trip, we went to the Langkawi cable car.

Nice scenery but scary cable car.
Finlandia vodka at night. Wakaka. drunk and sleep.

culprit

Third day,
Went to the tallest waterfall in Langkawi,

Air terjun Temurun.
And also another waterfall which is so.........
I forgot about the name d. sowee..

And we tried out the culprit, the ikan bakar that made us suffer during the trip
Went to Duty free shop at night,
Chee bought 2 Chivas for night
He wanted us to baling. LOL,
but eventually we didn't drink anything.

Forth day,
We did nothing much today.
Chee went back KL taking Malaysia Airlines
But we have to wait for our flight at night.

Conclusion
Air ticket (2 ways)--------------------------RM200.00
Transport (4 days)------------------------- RM 60.00
Accomodation------------------------------ RM125.00
Meals-------------------------------------- RM150.00
Visit----------------------------------------RM 71.00
Liquor--------------------------------------RM 25.00

So for our next semester break trip, 4 options
1. Club Med
2. Kota Kinabalu
3. Laos
4. Mulu National Park

Any other more suggestion?

Bad Day after Merdeka....

2008-10-17T01:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I should feel happy because I've finished my final exams.
But I know, today is not my day.
First,
I screwed up my Nano-Science paper this morning.
I was supposed to know how to solve the questions.
But I don't know why my mind gone blank when I entered the exam hall
Maybe I was feeling too stressed or maybe I did not have enough of sleeping yesterday night.
I couldn't concentrate on my exam paper.
Sigh, Nano-Science ----> gone..
Second,
After a nice nap in the afternoon,
Ezrin, Magued and me went for a movie at 1U
Everything seems smooth at the starting of the journey.
But something happened when we arrived somewhere around Kelana Jaya.
I went to fill up my tank and I noticed a screw on my car tyre.
Damn, I don't want to change my tyre under the rain!!
So I quickly drove my car to SS3 any one of the tyre shop and fix it.
Luckily Ezrin was in my car with me.
We continued with our journey to 1U
Third,
When we arrived at 1U car park.
I parked my car at the place where I normally park at.
Finally found a parking.
Stupid BMW came so fast.
So I quickly give a signal and did a reverse parking.
Damn!
I didn't noticed the "tiang" there and I bang on it.
Pity my car.. Luckily there's no damage on my car.
It's just some small tiny scratches
Heartache~
Fourth,
Dinner at Carl's Jr again.
I ordered a Chicken burger but they served me beef.
Hey, I don't take beef!!
Luckily they change another new burger for me!!
Four unlucky incident happened within a few hours.
Hey, it's not my day!
I need to pray more....
As Ezrin said, I need to fight against all these unlucky incident..
If I am fear of it, the more will happen....
Lastly,
Mari Kita bersorak Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka!!
My 3 weeks sem break starts today!!

Happy Birthday Kel Mynn

2008-10-17T01:14:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Lovely Sister.
It's a day later to update this entry
So.... Happy Belated birthday!!
You're 21 years old. LOL
Buy you a cake and a frost rootbeer.
Hope you enjoy this on your big day.
Sing you a birthday song.

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Kel Mynn
Happy Birthday to you..

Mamma Mia

2008-10-05T01:02:00.003+08:00

This is a superb nice movie.
I would give this movie 5 stars!
I watched it with my mum yesterday, yes, just the 2 of us.
We are ABBA full time fanz..
This was the second time my mum watched this movie
The first time she watched it with my sisters and daddy.
I wanna watch for the second time too.
ABBA songs are still the best.
I am in MAMA MIA mode now.
I couldn't even concentrate studying
Every scenes came into my mind once and again!
Amanda Michelle Seyfried (Sophie) is so hot.
Omg, I love this movie so much!

You're making me so disappointed

2008-10-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

You're are making me so disappointed.
You said you need to find job,
I found it for you.
I met up the agent for you.
I get information about the job for you.
What you need to do is just to send in your profile
I know you don't wanna include your photo in your profile
I even requested from the agent that not to include photo in your profile
But ended up today you told me you don't want to work.
I am feeling so disappointed.
You didn't even keep me up to date about it
I need to ask you about your updates with the job.
Wth!
This is not the first time.
Sony was the previous time.
I bring you in to work for Sony
But on the day of product training,
You left the group.
You choose not to work.
Why?
2 times I used my name as a promised
But ended up you take it as granted!
I don't know whether you really appreciate my effort
You said you got financial problem,
I think the best way for me to help you is to find you a job.
But ended up I am bringing disappointment to myself.
Why? The person that I love make me feel disappointed.
You're making me very disappointed
Do you know it?

Mamma Mia

2008-09-30T23:21:00.004+08:00

I wanna watch Mamma Mia!!
Nobody show interest in this movie,
My only friend that wanna watch this movie watched it twice last week.
I am supposed to watch it last Friday after my work
But my friend didn't wanna watch it. *sob sob*
Back in Johor now.
Mummy told me she watched it last week too.
Aikss, I wanna watch it too.
Mummy even bought the soundtrack, all the songs are so nice.
Mummy said wanna watch for the second time,
But I need to arrange my time first.
I wanna watch Mamma Mia!!

You sent me the wrong message me yesterday,
If that message was meant to me,
I would have fly up in the sky now.
I was so freezing up after receiving the first message
but the second you reply made me feel disappointed.
Anyway, I am fine.
I am the one that want to love you more.

Intensive classes.

2008-09-25T03:08:00.003+08:00

I had been so busy attending intensive classes recently.
But the classes that I've attended are not related to engineering. LOL
Had been attending intensive classes for badminton and DotA.
Playing badminton and DotA is a must on everyday.
Badminton from Monday to Wednesday and same thing to DotA.
I've even stayed at my friend's house just to have a better DotA game with them.
Oh god, I've forgot my semester final exam is around the corner.
I'll be having my first paper on 6 October ---> Optoelectronics Devices.
Aikss.. I've not really started my studies.
Just sitting in front of my study desk and thinking of hero skill and badminton strategies.
Let's see what I've prepared for my final.

6 October 2008 - Optoelectronics Devices - 20%
7 October 2008 - Multimedia Technology and Applications - 30%
12 October 2008- Power Electronics - 20%
14 October 2008- Analog and Digital Communications - 20%
16 October 2008- Nano-Sciences - 15%

Oh gosh, I've not fully prepared any subject yet not even a 50%.
But that's not the problem because normally I did 60% and hantam during the finals.
Please god, I gonna start preparing for my final on tomorrow.
After the short semester, I'll be a final year student already.
Final year project approaching. I can feel the stress now.

Okay, now talk about something happy -----> Badminton..
I've been playing badminton for the previous 3 days.
I called it an intensive course.
Monday afternoon, Tuesday night and Wednesday morning.
I really enjoyed all the games played.
Had some tournament with my friends and others who were playing at the next court.
There came a challenger yesterday night.
2 Indians who came and challenge us for double.
Patrick and me in a group and they formed their own pairs too.
Patrick can be called as our pro here. So I am not afraid of accepting their challenge.
With no pressure and stress, we easily end up the match with 2 games.
21-17 and 15-5. Patrick and me defeated them. LOL
Patrick and I never give any chance to them.
Whenever we got a chance to smash or loop, we did.
It's was really a great game. I really enjoyed so much.

So next DotA.
I'm a noob in this game.
There are a very small number of heroes that I know how to use in the game.
Opps, I am always a feeder to the opponent.
However, today I had 2 very nice game.
Though I did not contribute much for our victory, I believed my exist do help a bit. hehe.
I got all the pro teammates with me.
No fear and pressure.
It's because I know they will surely come to save me when I' m in trouble.
LOL. still trying my very best to train myself to be better and contribute much in my next match.
But before continuing all these intensive courses.
I needa set a timetable for myself to prepare for my final exam.
Last few semester before I graduating.
Wish me luck ya!

I still miss you very much
Hope that you're feel better now.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
No more "at the very beginning" mode ya.
Good nights.

很想你

2008-09-24T19:52:00.003+08:00

I will write this entire post in Chinese Mandarin.

我很想你，
虽然能和您网上交谈，
我还是依然的那么想念你。
这几天我都以为可以利用繁忙来忘记你。
可是你却依然浮现在我的脑海中。
我一直都告诉自己不能有所期望，我做得到！
但看见您的名字出现在上线表上，我却很自然的向您说声“嗨”
我看我的生活已被您的一切所占居了。
你的灿烂微笑，你的善良心肠，你的开朗性格。
都是一种无法以字眼能形容的。
谢谢你曾经出现在我的生命中。
就算不能天长地久，
能认识你也已经是一种幸福！
我很想你！

你在那里这些年来如意不如意
还快乐还单纯还美丽时光如何对你

我在这里人海中一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息都不是你
　
我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记只是种好意
都不是你我只想爱你

I'll stand by you

2008-09-22T03:09:00.004+08:00

You sound so sad recently.
I don't know what's the reason.
You refused to tell me.
I never ask anymore.
You asked me who's the one.
I wanted to tell you the person is you- Make eternity Lasts
But I know I should not tell you.
The reason is just so easy that because you are attached.
No point telling you this and create something new to bother you.
I prefer to keep it to myself.
I know even I told you yesterday, there will be no changes.
I will be shy facing you in future.
And I know there will be thousand of reason for you to avoid me.
I prefer this kinda of us.
I expect for more, but this is not the time.
Today is the first month after the ending of DG mode.
Kinda moody but happy too.
Thanks.
I will stand by you, I miss you.

I'll stand by you

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Oh I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

You - Make eternity Lasts.

2008-09-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

A very nice song you recommended to me.
Very meaningful and very touching.
I downloaded for you, I know this song must be something to express your emo mood now.
I will always stand by you. Be your guardian angel.
I know the rain will stop eventually and you will get back to where you're supposed to be.
But being a guardian angel by your side, accompany you when you are sad is the most happy moment that I should feel contented with it.
After all, you're still the one, and I do miss you very much.

You - Make eternity Lasts.

At the begining

Anastasia) We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we�d have to go through
Now here we are,
and I�m suddenly standing,
at the beginning with you

(Dimitri) No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
(BOTH) When I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

(Chorus) And life is a road
and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

(Anastasia) We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
(Dimitri) Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
(Both) Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

(Both) I knew there was somebody somewhere
like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dreams will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

(Chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing

at the beginning with you

You're still the one-Make Eternity Last

2008-09-19T15:36:00.002+08:00

You're still the one in my mind.
Though I know the truth and the fact.
I choose to keep you deep inside my heart.
From the day till now.
I am supposed to keep you back at my mind.
Not to remember you, not to mention about you and not to miss you.
But the feel of to see you, to care about you and to contact you keep spinning around my mind.
I won't deny that you're still the one in my mind.
From the day of the starting of DG mode.
Till today.
After all the while, I will still think of you when my mind is not occupied.
I felt happy when I received your message.
I will keep pressing on my phone when I am waiting for your reply.
I will get freeze and my heart beat gone 100X faster than normal.
You're the one who give me the power.
Though it's single sided part from me, I choose to keep it inside.
Thanks.

怎麼隱藏　我的悲傷　失去妳的地方
妳的髮香　散的匆忙　我已經跟不上

＊閉上眼睛　還能看見　妳離去的痕跡
　在月光下　一直找尋　那想念的身影

　如果說分手　是苦痛的起點
　那在終點之前　我願意再愛一遍
　想要對妳說的　不敢說的愛
　會不會有人　可以明白＊

＃我會發著呆　然後忘記妳
　接著緊緊閉上眼
　想著那一天　會有人代替
　讓我不再想念妳

　我會發著呆　然後微微笑
　接著緊緊閉上眼
　又想了一遍　妳溫柔的臉
　在我忘記之前＃

我會發著呆　然後忘記妳　接著緊緊閉上眼
想著那一天　會有人代替　讓我不再想念妳

This is the best song to show how I am actually feeling now.
I like the lyrics.
Can somehow express my feeling. :)
Anyway, thanks to DG.
You really bright up my life.

My innocent friend- Kirthi & Mohana

2008-09-15T22:25:00.003+08:00

My Nano class gang.

Kirthi, Mohana, Ezrin and me went for a movie on last Friday. [3 different races outing, a future malaysia. lol]
So supposed we were planning to depart from cyber around 6pm
But end up we depart from here at 10.45pm due to Kirthi and Mohana have to attend a meeting.
So yes, at 10.45pm after everything were ready, we departed to The Curve Damansara.
Kirthi and Mohana were so excited because this was the first time they stepped into the land of The Curve. lol
Saw an accident on the way to our destination but we didn't stop by to help.[kind hearted Malaysian] =.="
After 45 minutes journey, we arrived at our destination.
Bought our ticket and went in for the movie.
We watched death race.
Damn, was sitting beside a damn drunk man.
I felt like sitting beside a big bottle of carlsberg.
okay, basically the movie was quite interesting but the storyline was kinda fake
It's more like a gaming movie. All the cars using in the movie are more like

"HOTWHEELS"

After the movie, Kirthi was complaining that her bladder is fully filled.
Okay, lead her to the toilet.
My goodness, the toilet is just located next to a club.
Kirthi and Mohana were so afraid with all the drunken people in the toilet.
Opps, I never know that they were so innocent.
Never ever been to this kinda place before. Sorry
But I am proud to be the first person who exposed this to them.
I could see many people puke in the toilet, all the drunken people were sitting outside the club
Fighting for fresh air to make them feel better.
My innocent Kirthi was so afraid and kept telling us she wanna leave the place. LOL
Chill bro, nothing to be afraid.
So I brought them to the other bar which located at "The Street"
I brought them to Santuary.
Kirthi and Mohana were so afraid and they stood far away from the bar.
Pity Ezrin gonna take care of them.
After visiting Santuary, we went to visit Kirthi's cow at Mache.[i created this, in fact it's a Switzerland cow]
Had some photo session here with the cute red cow.

The cow

Kirthi and Mohana favourite Switzerland cow

Next destination was Murni SS2.
We were there to Sahur with Ezrin.
Was kinda fun chatting over there.
I could see Mohana and Kirthi were so enjoying their food there.
It's true that Murni SS2 serve good food, I won't deny this. haha.

Oh ya, Kirthi told me that there is this girl who always ask her about me.
I wonder who is this girl.
Please, I am so curious to know more about her.
Hehe, as a friend i mean.
All the while, the same girl is still occupying my mind, my heart and my soul.
Yes, she..

We were sitting together

2008-09-08T14:22:00.002+08:00

Yes, we were sitting together in the same table just now.
3 of us at the same table at FCM cafe.
Same thing happened 1 and a half year ago.
Sitting together but the feel seems to be so much different.
The last time we were sitting together was at the library
Studying together, chat together and joke together
We even went to 1U together, drink and eat together.
But now, seems like everything have changed.
It's so much different than before.
A friendship that changed so much during this year.
Even now we got a chance to meet up in campus,
it's just. "HI and BYE"
No more conversations, no more jokes.
I was expecting for some conversation with you over there
At first when JC wanted me to sit down and joined you guys for normal chatting
I couldn't make a decision. What came into my mind was to find an excuse for leaving there. It's because i feel sad for seeing you sitting opposite me but we got nothing to talk about.
But eventually I think I should try, at least give a chance for our friendship
But till the end, I couldn't find any topic to start the conversation with you.
Sitting alone looking at you chatting with her.
A friend of mine, has gone to be a stranger now.
It's kinda hurt to feel this.
A person that I can talk to heart by heart
Has now changed to be so weird when meeting each other.
What have I done wrongly that made the situation to be like this?
I really don't know what's the problem.
I want our friendship back!!
What can I do?
Please...

Happy Belated Merdeka Malaysia

2008-09-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

Opps, I am so sorry for my late greeting.

Happy belated merdeka for Malaysia.

Aku anak Malaysia

Long time never update my blog already.
Was kinda busy recently
Hardly spend time to blog.
Busy with my work, my midterm test and also classes.
Finally I got to take a break now and spend some time for my bloggy

Just get well from sick AGAIN.
Yeah, was suffering with running nose and slight fever.
Thanks to the walk under the rain.
I am feeling better now. wakaka..

Spent my whole weekend working last week
Was appointed to work at 1U on Friday and Courts Cheras on Saturday and Sunday.
I don't really like the working environment in Courts Cheras
People there were not as friendly as other places which I've been working before.
Tec Asia is still my number 1..

You were treating me more friendly recently
More conversations between us
But no worries, I won't expect for anything
Feeling very happy that we can be better friend than before.

I am in jazz mode recently
Kinda love listening to those jazz and soft music
I am so hope that I can spend more time for myself to enjoy in a bar or lounge listening to live band performance.

Yes, the timetable on tomorrow will be kinda pack
Early morning gonna join Patrick them for dim sum
then badminton
After that will be resting time
I think there will be something on at night
Yes, I love this kinda life..

Read something quite accurate from Christ yesterday
He sent me some kinda horoscope thinggy which is quite accurate to apply on me
=)
Know myself more than before.

Anyway, gonna continue with my meeting now
take care everyone...

Better In Time

2008-08-29T00:44:00.002+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

thanks..

2008-08-29T00:07:00.004+08:00

I am getting so busy recently.
I have to attend classes during weekdays and work during weekend.
I couldn't even spend some time to shop.
Supposed I am planning to go back JB during this week since it's a long break
But I got to work at Cheras and study for Optoelectronics devices.
Life is getting busier after I've grown up.

Met up Luke today.
He is going to Beijing next week for further study
He's still the same
Gentleman, kind and wise.
Somehow his words to me really helped me and inspired me a lot.
Love chatting with you
Love discussing about Dhama with you.
Love sharing experiences with you.
You are a wise man who can give wise and useful comment.
Thanks a lot.
See you in Beijing next year.

Watched Money No Enough 2 today alone at Midvalley
This is my first time watching movie alone.
Somehow I really enjoy the moment being alone.
But in certain period, I hate to be alone. XD
It's like so pathetic to be alone sometimes.
The movie was quite nice and quite touching too.
I saw many of them wipe their tears in the cinema.
It's all about family love, and how money can create trouble.
Somehow I love watching Singapore movie
Maybe because I grown up in the environment with full of Singapore drama series.
I feel like being at home. XD
I miss home.. >.<

Finally you've received the gift I sent to you yesterday.
Was kinda happy.
I am happy because Mr postman sent my gift to you.
Ya, I shouldn't expect anything from you.
So I am not sad for receiving just a Thanks a lot. [Christ said you must be very touched for receiving this]
And please, I am really happy to have a chance to make this gift to you. [As a friend]
So actually you are not troubling me.
As long as you like this gift, I am feeling very contented with it.
Hope that you really like it.

Gonna work again on tomorrow
I am appointed to work at 1U shopping center this time.
Hope that I will be so lucky enough to close some sales.
Wish me luck.

Nano-Science midterm test I

2008-08-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Finally I've finished my Nano-Science midterm test 1
I've struggled for 3 days just for this difficult subject.
Tiring, stressful and pressure.
Finally
Thanks god, the questions are quite easy. XD
No derivation, no difficult questions
Everything is from the normal quiz and tutorial questions.
Luckily I studied for quiz and tutorials
Otherwise I would have be an Alien sitting in the exam hall writing nothing.

This is the first informal midterm test in my 3 years university life.
Christ can still using his phone to text his friend
Others could still chatting at the back.
Lecturer didn't really care about us, maybe he trusted us to the fullest.
"Nobody" cheat during the test. LOL.

I am feeling so happy now,
This Nano-Science really drive me to hell for my previous 2 days.
So many things to be studied.
So many equations to be derived
So many formulas to be memorized.
Yeah, Merdeaka now.

Went to dinner with Ezrin, Kirti and Mohana.
This was my first time took dinner with Kirti and Mohana.
Had lotsa fun with them.
Good celebrating happy moments with you guys.
Thanesh should joined us because it was really fun talking to them.
:)

Next paper will be Optoelectronics Devices on next Thursday.
Non-stop midterm test for 4 weeks continuously.
Hopefully I can do well in this coming paper.
Wish me luck ya..

After all, it's still the same

2008-08-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

I thought we would be better friend than before
I thought our friendship will be developed better after that day.
Yes, the previous 3 days was okay.
More words per message.
I assume a friend could have more conversation.
But today, it's back to the same.
3 to 5 words per message.
haha, maybe we should contact less so that we would have more conversation in future.
Somehow, it's like back to the first-we-knew-each-other-state.
Maybe you are busy studying now. :)
Never mind, it's okay.
I felt very happy for being just a normal friend.
I appreciate it..
Take good care of yourself.

Okay let's talk about how I spent my weekend.
Nothing much actually
Went to work as usual.
But this time I was appointed to work at Carrefour Sri Petaling.
At first I thought my sales here would be bad and the people would be busy with their own work
But I never expect I could close 5 sales. 3 Bravia and 3 Bravia Theater
LOL.. very happy actually
All my colleague there were quite friendly but not as good as my ex colleagues in Tec Asia.
The people there tend to sabotage the reputation of my Sony products to close their sales.
Never mind, I believed people who knows Sony will not influence by them. LOL

Pei Ching came to visit me today.
Had dinner together at KFC
Susan was there too.
I remembered the last time I met Susan was at KLIA before sending her off back Kuching.
She looked so different now.. keke..
She is still my "daughter".

Nano-science mid term is on this week.
Haven't really prepare yet.
Die hard this time.
Wish me luck for this.
I really gonna work hard for this paper since I promised my dad that I will study well.
:)

Happy birthday Bro..

2008-08-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

Yes, 23rd August
My best friend's birthday.
12 years of friendship with him
The same Kindergarden, same primary school, same secondary school and even the same university now.
It's all fate I believe.. haha..
Anyway, as usual, I wanna sing you a birthday song.. keke..

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to @h Kong
Happy birthday to you

It's kinda happy to be friend with you for 12 years
You're always by my side just like my family members.
No matter when I was sad, down, happy or bla bla bla.
We share our happiness together
Share our sorrow together.
Though you're attached and I am still single now, you never neglected me before.
Whenever when I am sad, you never stay away from me before.
A true brotherhood I could say.
Thanks god for granting such a good person for me.
Thanks..

Hey bro, hope that you really enjoyed your 21st birthday
Was supposed to celebrate with you just now according to Pei Err's plan
But too bad, I was working just now, but after my work, I thought of going to your place and meet you
But mana tau you didn't pick up my call
I wanna wish you a very very happy birthday.
May all your dreams come true..

Bro forever..

1st day after ending DG mode

2008-08-22T20:02:00.004+08:00

I don't like this feeling.
It's getting worse than yesterday.
Though there are so many things that occupied my time,
I am still so sad..

I don't want to end my DG mode
But I am forced to
I don't want to be the third party.
Okay, I will try my best to get used to it.

I don't know why the feeling getting stronger today,
I am not supposed to be like this.

You're too good to be true,
That's why you're my dream girl.
Though you got him beside you,
I hope you could be one of the person that I care the most.
I hope I can be the one that you will talk to.
We are still friends right?

Yesterday was a very nice outing with you.
Thanks to you very much.
I know very clearly that this is just a very normal outing.
Though you weren't in a good mood
I've tried my best to be super lame
Telling lame jokes to cheer you up.
And finally I saw a smile on your face.
You are very protective, so I choose not to upload any photos of you here. =)

Forgetting you is not as easy as ABC
We don't get to see and contact each other frequent
But the feel remained deep inside my heart for more than half a year.
So I think by not contacting, the feel will still be there.
Thanks for giving me such a good feeling.
I really appreciate it.

I LIKE YOU

The end of DG mode

2008-08-21T16:43:00.002+08:00

am not happy today
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with no midterm test?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with no assignment to do?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with the classes ended early?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with no stress at all?
Isn't it supposed to be a happy day with the nice weather to sleep?
But why I don't feel anything glad and happy with all the things around me now?
Am I not appreciate all these enough and burp out with all these complaints?

Today is the end of DG mode.

I couldn't really remember when was the starting date for DG mode but I knew it was quite long ago. It actually happened before I wrote all sorts of thing in this blog.
Maybe the end of DG mode symbolize the end of my dreams, my efforts and my expectations.
I don't know whether it is good or bad for me.
But 1 thing I am sure that I am kinda sad now and it's kinda hurt to know the fact.
All the broken dreams of mine seems spinning around in my mind.
All the things that I wanted to do but I couldn't do it anymore
All the things that I wanted to say but I couldn't get a chance to say it anymore
Left all the broken dreams in my mind.

My heart seems to be stopped for a seconds when I received the message.
The bitter part from the message shot into my heart directly
The hurting part from the message cut into my heart directly
And the sour part from the message melted my heart directly.
It's not an answer that I was expecting, thinking and wanting from you.
But I've to be brave enough to accept it rather than keeping on cheating myself.

I am glad that you've found the person that you can rely on
I am glad that you've found the person that you feel comfortable with
I am glad that you've found the person that you can spend your life with.
It's a good news for you and me.
At least I wouldn't need to be worried about you for driving alone late at night
At least I wouldn't need to be worried about you for being alone when you are sad
At least I wouldn't need to be worried about you for not taking good care of yourself.

You will always be in my mind.
Nobody might replace you but somebody might overtake you someday.
Thanks for giving me all the special days previously
Giving me all the special feels
Granting me all the nice dreams.

He is good enough to win your heart
He is lucky enough to grab you in his arms
He is kind enough to be your special one.

I would like to wish, bless and congrats you here

Wishing you a happy relationship with him

All the best to you. :)

Saying "take care" doesn't really heal the pain in me
But it somehow telling me that we are still the friends like before.
Though everything had turned to be the broken dreams
I feel thankful and appreciate the moments of being in DG mode
You will still be the one that I care for. :)

Last but not least, I would like to post this again here.

Make a day for you and me,
Even there will be an end for me,
Love and Like are the feel you are giving me,
It is the time to show that from me,
Sixth of August two thousand eight is a special day for me,
Steady, Slowly, Surprisingly are the way that lead me,
And show that you are the one who meant for me.

I think I should cancel the outing next week,
I don't want any misunderstanding
Sorry for breaking promises
But I am forced to do so.

P/S: DG mode is actually "dream girl mode"

Outing?

2008-08-21T02:00:00.003+08:00

I am so damn sad now,
I couldn't answer my power E midterm test properly
The questions are too difficult for me
Maybe I didn't study well for that.
Gonna do really hard for final. I don't want to get regret because of this paper.

Something really cheer me up yesterday,
I got a nice neighbor that can sing well,
He will start singing with his guitar every evening or even at night at the balcony.
Somehow I think that he can really sing well.
And those songs that he sing often are those of my favourite songs
Every time I heard his singing, I will stand at my balcony and at least finished listen to 1 of his song.
And I will always clap for him.
Recently seems to be more people enjoy listening to his singing
He will start singing on his balcony in the evening
And people will start gather at the ground floor looking above and enjoy his songs.
I won't deny that he can really sing well.
Anyone in Cyber, please do listen and judge him keke

The future Malaysian Idol

Yes, finally you promised me for an outing
I cant wait for next week
YAY~ Happy happy day..

Olympic Cyberjaya 2008

2008-08-18T22:45:00.004+08:00

Malaysia got a silver medal yesterday in the Olympic game 2008
It's quite sad to just get a silver medal
I believed every Malaysian were expecting a gold medal and also the announcement of holiday for achieving our first gold medal.
But end up with all the broken dreams.
Though we lost to China, Lee Chong Wei had actually did his best to get into the final
I salute him. :) He actually made Malaysia and all the Malaysian proud.
So just after the next day, I saw the live broadcast of Olympic Cyberjaya.

The full time Lee Chong Wei supporter

Everyone started to love badminton now.
Even under the rain, they were so enthusiast to play and enjoy themselves to the fullest.
However, they never play in the proper badminton court but a TENNIS COURT.
LOL, I believed they are all the supporter of Lee Chong Wei.
Anyway, it's just a random post for today.
Gotta get back to studies now, too many works to do.
Mid term is coming 1 after 1. Gotta really work..
Wish me luck...

An outing before midterm testSSS

2008-08-16T14:21:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a wonderful day spending with my friend.
Went out with Huey Ling.
She wanted to get an Mp3 player for herself.
So I recommended her to get a Sony Mp3 since I can get a cheaper price for her. LOL
We met at Times Square at 12noon.
After getting the ticket for our movie, we decided to take our lunch together.
So after walking and surveying in Times Square
We both decided to grab our meal at Gasoline Times Square.
We were both attracted by the atmosphere there. LOL.
Okay, after the meal, we went to Low Yat Plaza to get the Mp3 player.

Went to Tec Asia to buy it since I know the people there and Derick can give me the cheapest price in the market
So when we arrived there, Christ and Derick were looking at us in those very strange and weird kind.
They thought that Huey Ling is my girlfriend. LOL
Okay, after getting the Mp3 player, I proceed to the Gloria Jeans coffee counter to enjoy my privilege which is getting a drink with a staff price.
I grabbed a mocha for myself and a strawberries and cream for Huey Ling.
It's time to movie, yea, we turned back to Times Square and enjoy the movie Wall E

Wall E is a kinda nice movie actually
No conversation for the first hour
So we could really enjoy the animation.
Too many funny parts that made us couldn't stop laughing.
:)

So after the movie, we proceed to our next destination

LUNA BAR

Luna Bar is always the best choice for me to relax and chat
I am so into that kind of atmosphere.
Though the drinks over there are expensive, I really enjoy and I don't really mind to spend that money.
Had a great time with Huey Ling over there
We chat about many kind of topic, from studies to future.
She is kind of a good planner for her future,
And a good sister indeed. She is actually planning for her sister's future.
Nice knowing her as a friend and a nice sister.
Had some photo taking session with her before we departed back home.

During the journey back to her house
We joke and chat. LOL

Before sending her back to her Apple nest,
We grabbed our dinner together at a famous Hokkien Mee stall
The food there were really nice. Thanks Huey Ling.

Back to Cyber, Patrick ajak me to his house to watch a movie
So after packing all my stuff, I went to his house and catch a movie with him
"Don't mess up with Zohan"
It's a nice movie indeed, lotsa interesting and funny part.

I've spent a really nice day on yesterday
Have to hardcore study from now,
Loads of midterm coming. Sigh
Wish me luck ya.

Meet up a friend

2008-08-14T20:55:00.003+08:00

Yeap, received a message from Sophia,
she wanted me to help her again to translate something
so this time I helped her to translate her brochure regarding to the campaign she is having at Sepang.
From Malay language to Chinese Mandarin.
But this time is a shorter one.
Things are like getting easier to translate
Maybe because I did the same thing before for her few weeks ago.
She treated me a meal.
I done it quite fast, and we started to chit chat.
Talked about many things that we didn't know.
Was kinda fun.
She is still so friendly and sweet. XD
I miss my Taylor's classmate
Gonna meet up Huey Ling tomorrow.
Cant wait to see her, LOL, it's a such a long time I never seen her.

Okay, I am still in the sick cat mode.
Third day, feeling better than yesterday
But not fully recovered yet,
Need more rest I think
Hopefully everything will be better by tomorrow.
I wanna enjoy my day tomorrow to the fullest.
It's because after tomorrow, I gonna start hardcore study till final.
Still got many more midterm test awaiting me. Scary man.
From week 9 until week 12
And following by week 16 the final exam.
I really need to study, no more time for me to waste.
Graduation is getting nearer to me, meaning that I need to work and start my career soon.
Sigh, wish me luck, I am not prepared for working yet
Need to plan my future, need to treat it seriously.

Hope that I can feel better tomorrow
Don't wanna be in sick mode anymore,
Kinda suffering.

MC

2008-08-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

Sick sick sick
I went to see a doctor today,
My nose is so irritate.
Couldn't concentrate in class
Couldn't pay 100% attention in class.
Doctor told me that I am some kinda virus infection.
I requested for a MC.

"Doc, can you give me a MC?"
"Why do you need it?"
"I couldn't concentrate in class, I need to rest at home!"
"That mean you don't feel like going? Are you having midterm test tonight?"
"Nope, my midterm test is on next week!"
"Ok, please collect you MC at the counter!!"

LOL, he was so afraid that I was there to get a MC just to avoid from going to test.
Never mind, I got my MC now and I can proudly skip my class with reason.

Anyway, I hope I can get well soon.
I hate this feeling.
Tiring.... Sigh...

flu

2008-08-12T21:13:00.002+08:00

Damn, flu.
I hate flu.
makes my nose feel so uncomfortable.
runny nose, tiring.
I hate all these feelings.
Flu made my EOP class sucks
Couldn't concentrate in the class.
I couldn't even open my eyes.
Skipped Multimedia Tutorial with reason. LOL.
Lecturer was so nice to allow me to leave the class without attending.
But I rather to attend the class instead of having flu. Sigh.
Taken dinner and my medicine just now, hope that I will feel better after a nap.
I need to study, 3 midterms on next week.
seems like many people sick recently.
Really need to take good care of myself.

Take care joshua..

Tec Asia

2008-08-11T01:35:00.002+08:00

Yeap, today is my last day working at Tec Asia.
Don't know where I will be working again after this.
Bought some donuts for my colleagues,
Thanks them for helping me during the few days working.
Derick, Christ, Jaja, Mei Kin, Ayuh, and Howard.

Sales today wasn't as good as before.
But I've tried my best so not feeling guilty. LOL
Anyway, really tired after working for 3 days.
Gonna take a good rest after this.
Nights.

Good luck to you on your test tomorrow. XD

Another day of working

2008-08-10T00:05:00.004+08:00

Yeap, second day working at Tec Asia Low Yat.
New colleague came today
She is a part-timer under Tec Asia.
Quite okay, still could chit chat with her around.
Today is better than yesterday,
Maybe because that I've mixed around with them,
The barrier had been demolished.
More things to chat about, more experience to share about.
Today sales not bad. [cukup makan]
Thanks to Derick for belanja us the Big Apple Donut.
Big Apple Donut again, lol, my favorite.

Took public transport to work today
KLIA transit to KL sentral and Monorail to Imbi
Though taking public transport is not as comfortable as driving
I saved up more money. Hehe.
But I went to spend at POLO in Times-square
Bought a polo-tee at a reasonable price. [not as expensive as I expected]
It's time back home again,
Yeah, missed the train at KL sentral, took the next train but gonna wait for half an hour
Never mind, I gave her a call
I felt contented though it was only 4 minutes plus because she was busy.
Felt so much more energetic after talking to her. hehe. [Thanks]
Tomorrow is another working day,
but I cant wait to go for work tomorrow
This is the only work I feel so free, relax and pressure-less.

Though everything is at one sided part,
I feel really contented with it.
I hope everything can be further developed
But all these cannot be rushed too fast.
Just some more time I need,
I believe one day my dream will come true
Because

A DAY A CLIP, A SHAPE OF MY HEART, A YOU AND ME

Happy National Day Singapore

2008-08-09T00:34:00.003+08:00

Happy National Day Singapore.

It's the 42th National Day.
Though it's not my country
I've been influenced much by them
I watched Singapore TV broadcast since when I was just a kid.
And I been to Singapore even more frequent recently
Singapore is a country that I feel comfortable with
Same as Malaysia, Tanak Airku.
I like Singapore this country
But I will never forget

"AKU ANAK MALAYSIA"

080808 and Olympic

2008-08-09T00:15:00.006+08:00

Yay, went to work at Tec Asia today.
New working environment.
New colleagues.
New things,
New people.
Haward, Christ, Derrick, Jaja. [new colleagues]
This is a very nice place to work,
colleagues are very nice and friendly,
supervisor is good too.
Cannot expect my supervisor is actually 1 year younger than me. LOL
So overall, I need to sell all the SONY products over there, not only VAIO.
Learn a lot of new things today. [forced to, because customer request].
Went to work early in the morning.
Plan to reach earlier, but finding the parking space for my car took most of my time
But luckily I didn't arrive late.
I parked my car at Nikko hotel open air parking and I need to walk all the way to Low Yat.
Took me half an hour to arrive there. Sigh.

Went back at 9, passed by Pavilion.
Saw everyone was watching the Olympic opening ceremony,
But I couldn't join them.
No gang to watch together with me and I got no time to spend on this.
Working occupied most of my time.
Was feeling a bit emo, looking at everyone cheering and screaming together in a gang.
But I was all alone.
How nice if I could ever spend this previous moment with my gang or the person I love.

080808 just passed
I spent this special day in Low Yat,
Never really enjoy the day and couldn't really feel the difference of the day.
Sent out some forward message
And I got back 2 very special and funny reply.
1. everyday is special! [she mean not only 080808]
2. Another replied me "你很老秃“
LOL. anyway, I appreciate your reply. It's because some of my friends didn't even care to reply me.
Sometimes I feel sad for not receiving message when I expect for it.
The more I expect, the more I feel disappointed.

Today is kind of tiring day
Didn't really work as hard as PC fair
But I feel really tired today.
Okay, gonna go to bed now
Nights.

You came across my mind so often
Though I couldn't spend this special day with you
My mind do, because it's occupied by you.
Miss ya XD

A day a clip.....

2008-08-06T23:06:00.006+08:00

You are in my mind again.
After the day
I know myself more
I know what my mind is thinking
I know what I want
I know that my decision is correct
I know that you are the unique one for me.

A DAY A CLIP, A SHAPE OF MY HEART, A YOU AND ME.

Yes, I did do mistakes before.
My heart and my mind was once been distracted.
But eventually,
I bring them back
I bring them back to you
I bring them back to you to show you

THE SHAPE OF MY HEART IS MEANT FOR YOU

I am now all in the negative situation
But the strength you are giving me now
Make me even stronger than before.
Though it's all indirectly, I appreciate it much.
Thanks.

Make a day for you and me,
Even there will be an end for me,
Love and Like are the feel you are giving me,
It is the time to show that from me,
Sixth of August two thousand eight is a special day for me,
Steady, Slowly, Surprisingly are the way that lead me,
And show that you are the one who meant for me.

Going back earlier

2008-08-06T22:24:00.004+08:00

Yes, I am going back Cyber tomorrow.
My midterm break is shorter this time.
I just received a call yesterday night.
Kayden called me and offered me a job for during this weekend.
Haha, without thinking twice, I promised him for the job.
Gonna go back KL earlier than I expected.

Today early in the morning,
I rushed to the bus station and bought my bus ticket for tomorrow trip.
Yay, I got the 9am bus. Maraliner again.
So tomorrow I need to rush to Mid Valley to attend the product training session once I arrived KL.
So this time I am in charge of working under SONY VAIO.
Yes, SONY VAIO XD
In Low Yat Plaza.

This is the shortest midterm break for me during my university life.
Only 3 days I am able to spend my time here.
Gonna miss my hometown
Gonna miss my parents
Gonna miss my family..
Never mind,
To walk further is to gain more. XD
No pain no gain.
If SONY is able to offer more job consistently,
I believe I can save more money for future. XD [1 of my plan]
Pray hard.. LOL

Oliver and ML giving me many advice,
I know about the situation more than before.
Steady and steady,
I know 1 day I will reach it.

Everything is getting stronger now
My mind, my feel and my determination.
Thanks for giving me the power and energy.
And all the unique things that come from the unique you.
DG mode is really great.

After a tiring weekend

2008-08-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

Yeap, this is my first time updating blog in JB.
Different feeling. [cant explain for this]

Okay, let's talk about the Pikom pc fair 2008
Finally I achieved m target which is to work for SONY. [clap clap]
This pc fair was awesome.
It's because I was working for the company that I always wanted to.
Boss was treating us nicely
Free gifts were given to us. [very nice free gift]
Working with 6 SONY girls and 5 Samsung girls during these 3 days. LOL
Met up some friends
New colleagues were nice too
We worked as a team, that's why we helped each other to achieve our target sales.
The meals provided by KLCC were better this time compare to before
At least the taste of the food can still suit me. LOL

However, I was so unfortunate to work under the irresponsible dealer
She bring insufficient stocks for this pc fair
It was impossible for us to hit our target and go beyond of it.
Supervisor wasn't satisfied with the sales we achieve
He expected more than that.
Never mind, as long as I had tried my best, I've got nothing to feel guilty.

SONY products are really good
Customers were very satisfied with the products that they had purchased.
Compare to other brand, customer willing to pay more for SONY.
I think this is what branding called.
Hopefully I will be able to work for SONY again for the next PC fair.

After 3 days of working, I am so damn tired now.
Took the earliest bus this morning to rush back home.
Want to spend more time with my family.
It's because I know nowadays I am getting so busy and it's harder for me to spend time with them.
Took Maraliner bus back home
The driver was very careful compare to other companies.
He could wisely control the bus and I can feel the comfortable of it.
Slept in the whole journey.
All the way from KL to KT
Almost 5 hours I think.
Just woke up for once to go for toilet at the restaurant
The female toilet was forced to share with guy due to the renovation of guys toilet
Thinking of it, the last time I went in to female toilet was standard 2 due to the same reason.
Feel a bit uncomfortable to share the toilet with girls.
Maybe I am not used to it. LOL
Something funny happened, I almost missed the station because I was sleeping in the bus.
If I missed it, gonna ask my dad to pick me up at Bandar Penawar.

After arriving home, chat with dad and mom.
Try some mom home made dishes
And next, continue with my sleeping.
Slept till 9 and had my KFC as dinner. LOL
And soon, I am going to bed again.

Working life is really nice if I could ever enjoy myself
But hafta depends on what field I am working in
Can't imagine how's the life of an engineer in future
Fun? Boring? Stressful? or whaaaatever..
Hopefully it's fun..

Finally I know what's in my mind,
And I am kinda sure that this is the decision that I want.
3 days of working, I know myself better than before.
I believed that I will not feel regret for the decision I've made
Because you're just simply unique
Nobody else can replace you in my heart.

JOSHUA IS IN DG MODE

Finally

2008-08-03T01:21:00.001+08:00

Feeling very tired after work
But I insisted to blog here.
Just a very simple entry
Finally I know it.
I know what's in my mind. hehe..
I want a big M. XD

Will update my job entry in future.
Nights..

Satisfaction

2008-08-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

Yay. I finally had my satisfaction of getting:
my ice cream and my movie!

Went to Alamanda Putrajaya for dinner, movie and also ice cream just now.
LOL, came back with full of satisfaction.
Finally
I got to enjoy my Baskin Robin 31 ice cream.
I got to enjoy the movie - The Mummy- Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.
I got to enjoy my Secret Recipe dinner.

Baskin Robin 31 ice cream is always my favorite
But the price is not affordable for me. [ 5 bucks for an ice cream is expensive]
So I will only enjoy the wonderful taste of this ice cream on the 31 of the month.
I will try my very best to reach any outlet in Malaysia to enjoy this special discount
And I did it today, I went to Alamanda to get my favorite. LOL
Peanut Butter Chocolate, my favorite among all.
Oh damn, the taste is awesome.
Thanks god for created August with 31 days
This mean that I can try my favorite ice cream in another month. LOL

The Mummy movie was nice too.
It's quite funny and the story line was still quite okay.
Luckily I didn't fall asleep in the cinema today.
Otherwise I will blame myself for not enjoying such a wonderful movie.

RM 11.50 including tax for a meal in Secret Recipe. [Not bad]
This is a special promotion having by Secret Recipe now.
RM 11.50 included a chicken chop rice and a iced lemon tea. [worth right?]
Guys should go and try. I know I might be a bit outdated to try it now. LOL

Anyway, tomorrow will be a busy day for me.
PC fair starts on tomorrow and I gonna work there.
Will be super tired after the 3 days of working.
Wish me luck ya.. XD

Thanks for the support from Oliver and ML
I will try my best and find my own answer
I won't let both of you down. XD

My Ice Cream Day

2008-07-31T16:19:00.005+08:00

Yay, after waiting for 2 months
The 31 is here again.
What so special on this day?
LOL, today is the Baskin Robin Ice cream special promotion day
Can get 31% discount on this day.
I am coming now, ice cream..

Baby, what's your flavor?

Why?

2008-07-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

I saw something very sad today.
A friend of mine started smoking
She used to be a very cheerful girl
Always smile at me when she meets me.
But recently I don't know what happened
She looked so moody, no more beautiful smile on her face anymore
I think she is under pressure. [ I think, not sure]
Never expect that she actually think smoking can release her pressure. [I assume XD]
Don't really know what happened to her
If I ever has a chance to know, I will surely talk to her.
I hope you can walk out from your own darkness. :)

Anyway, finally finished doing my stupid lab report
Wasting time copying my friend's answer
Just to get a 5 marks for final. XD
I spent 5 hours for doing this lab report
Never ever used this much time to finish a lab.

Okay, it's time to sleep already.
Still got many things to do on tomorrow. Sigh..
Good night.

Merdeka

2008-07-30T02:00:00.003+08:00

Tanggal 29
Bulan tujuh dua ribu lapan
Merdeka merdeka
Tetaplah merdeka
Ia pasti menjadi sejarah

Yay, finally my test finished
Had been suffered for a few days already.
Insomnia, headache and bla bla bla
So I'm in Merdeka mode now.

The paper was easy today
But I couldn't really answer it well
I revised all the important part
But never expect the questions are mostly theory.
Cannot get a good grade for this test.
Sob Sob >.<
I think gonna try hard for final.

Yay, my midterm break will be starting on this Friday.
But there are so many things gonna be done during the break
Midterm test revision, assignment and lotsa more.
Prof Lim even wanted to add another extra class during the break
The time and date will be announced soon.
Sigh, I need to rush back here earlier than I expected.

Playing facebook application is a must for everyday
And I just finished playing it.
Learn many new words. LOL
And had lotsa fun. haha.

It's time to sleep now. Bye bye.

Think Think Think
Don't wanna be confused anymore.

Sick~

2008-07-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

Luckily the internet is not cut yet.
I got 1 more day extra to update my blog. LOL
Somehow I really feel grateful to have TM.
It's because due to the "efficiency" attitude of the worker
I can still update my blog here.
Otherwise I could have sitting down studying. XD

Test is on tomorrow night 8pm.
It's just less than 24 hours from now.
Tomorrow will be a super busy day
Time is all occupy by classes and lab.
No time for me to study tomorrow
So gonna finish up everything by tonight.

Thanks Candy for spending your entire afternoon teaching me.
I am now clearer on the topics cover in the tomorrow test.
Fourier Series, Integration and Differentiation.
But I still need more practice to make it perfect. LOL

Having a very serious headache now. >.<
It actually happened starting this afternoon in the library.
Not in a good mood to study for tomorrow.
Feel like sleeping.
I don't now what actually caused the headache.
Is it because of the pressure of test or suffering from insomnia for several nights?
I couldn't sleep well this few days.
Partly is caused by the stupid mosquitoes flying around
And also caused by those frightening stories told by Ezrin.
It had been 1 week ago he told me those supernatural thinggy
And this actually stayed in my mind for more than 1 week
And the effect is still there. Omg, I hafta try to forget about all the stories.
Please, I need to rest well otherwise I'll be very suffering tomorrow.

Just received a call from Sony
Finally I got a job offer from them for this coming PC fair
Will be working under walkman division in KLCC.
Finally~

Anyway, gonna study hard now.
Otherwise I'll fail the test terribly tomorrow.
Wish me luck ya.
All the best and good luck to my friends who sitting for the test tomorrow.
We are "merdeka" after tomorrow.
Party and movie are waiting for us. XD

Good luck to Mandy for your driving test tomorrow. XD

A person I met.

2008-07-28T01:41:00.005+08:00

I met a so-long-never-contact-friend today in Cyberia
She used to be my senior last time
It's such a long time we never meet and talk to each other
But on this lucky day I met her again.
I was on my way to the convenient shop in Cyberia to buy my dinner[a Gardenia bread actually]
I saw her somewhere around the new Mediterranean Cuisine restaurant.
She was holding hand with a guy.
Omg, she has a boyfriend, she is attached.
I was so surprised to see this.
I remembered that
She was the one who told me not to get attached so early,
She was the one who insisted to get attached after university,
She was the one who told me getting attached during university time is not the right time.
I still couldn't believe what I've seen today.
This is the so-impossible-possible incident.
We chat for a short while [without her boyfriend beside]
She told me she was here to accompany her boyfriend to come and visit his friend.
And for sure with my "sampat-ness", I asked her how she get attached
Kept bombarding her with those things that she've told me.LOL
She told me that this boyfriend actually woo her for a long time.
At first she wouldn't wanna accept him.
But she been defeated by the word "strong feeling" LOL
A strong feeling made them attached together and they look so sweet now.[jealous sial]
She told me that her boyfriend is in Malaysia but she is in Australia studying.
She actually sacrificed her 1st few weeks of the new semester to accompany her boyfriend.
I couldn't imagine she could turned to be so caring to her love one.
She is a pretty and capable girl, and I remembered those time in Taylors, she used to turned down all the guys that woo her. Pity them.
I believed his boyfriend must have done something really great to win her heart.
During those time in Taylors, she used to advice me how to be a good boyfriend.

1. Never confess your feeling to a girl unless you're sure about your feeling.
2. Never neglect her unless there's something important
3. Never say no to her unless she is demanding for something too much.
4. Never let her feel that she is not important to you
5. Never let her feel that you're doing everything for her and make her feel useless
6. Never let her depend on you so much
7. Never find a girlfriend unless you're somebody that won't break your promises. [this is what I think is true]
8. Bla bla bla, I couldn't remember so many. It was something we discussed 3 yrs ago.

Okay, 1 of her answer actually answered me why this guy won her heart.
So this guy is actually a medic undergrad in don't know which Uni in Malaysia
So he actually promised her to at least be a doctor. He said he will try his very best.
Wow, I wonder how could she be so confident that this guy can actually did it.
She actually continue with the next sentence [she seems like someone that can read my mind]
"God gimme the chance to know him, so I should give him the chance to try, at least I tried."
I admire what she said, this actually enlighten me. [I'm actually somebody, at least I should try]
Yeah, I shouldn't be worried of a promises to her because at least I give myself a chance.
I am now an undergraduate, I got a chance to graduate and find a job.
So I got a chance to actually promise her future with me. Yay~ [I hafta try very hard]
Wow, thanks to Joey, you're still the person who always enlighten me by using your words.
My mind is so much freely now, but the main problem is still there. Not solved yet. >.<

Okay, today I actually spent my day to study for my coming midterm test.
Amplitude Modulation, Frequency Modulation, Phase Modulation
Fourier Series, Fourier Transform
DSB-SC, DSB-LC, SSB, VSB.
Sigh, I'm still not familiar with all these which I supposed to.
They are willing to enter my brain but Mr Joshua brain reluctant to accept them
Brain-ee Brain-ee, please open your brain door and take them in
So I can answer the paper on Tuesday easily.
So much of thing I haven't actually studied.
2 days left for me to study, don't think it's enough for me.
Please grant me for 48 hours per day.

Okay, today is the last day for the internet connection in my house
It's because we gonna change our internet plan to get a faster speed.
It gonna take us 2 weeks time to be done.
I can hard update my blog already. Sob Sob. >.<
I will try my best to find internet connection to update it. :)

Joey, you really enlighten me today.
Your few words can really bring me many answer for my doubts
I'm now having more confidence on myself. *wink*
And find an easier way to find the answer of
What am I thinking and what are you thinking.

Interesting bulletin

2008-07-27T20:01:00.002+08:00

I found a very interesting bulletin posted in Friendster by my friends.
Just copy and paste it here and share with you all who reading my blog.
Enjoy ya.

What can look very casual or generic in your eyes, might not be so simple in theirs. Who their's? Girls. You may hold very deep rooted feeling, or not so serious feeling for them, but before you approach a good friend of yours with a red rose and propose her, make sure you don't loose her forever.

It can be a nightmarish experience to be in a dilemma of - "do I? Don't I?" There is no conclusive methodology to tell you whether you are in love or not. That's exactly why we have three words, almost similar in meaning, yet not so similar in application. These words are crush, infatuation and love.

To be frank, I still haven't been able to crack what love is. Ask any odd couple- are you in love? And, spat comes the reply- yes. But within a few weeks after break up they both will say, "It was just a crush!" Anyways, my intention is not to malign the Gen-x culture of attachment and detachment; what I want to stress upon is, if you aren't sure that whether you are in love with your closest pal or not, don't try to act stupid and dream day-night about it.

Most of the time, when we are crushed and tarred our room with cigarette butts, we find solace in our closest pal. Many a times, you may also start getting attracted to her/ him. That's very normal. But don't just let this normalcy ruin your friendship. Possibilities are that your friend might not feel the same. Now, the reaction to such an explosive situation depends on the sex of partner.

For example, if, your best pal is a gal, and she doesn't like you in that sense, in all probability you are going to risk your future comfort levels. But if the best pal is a guy, most of the time they would burst into laughter and if then, they still find you very serious about the issue, they are going to dissuade you by telling you half baked truths or lies (which ever would be effective).

The best solution to such a slippery situation would be to act smart. Wait till you see some reactions of the same wavelength from the opposite sex. Give her/him a hint, just a hint, ask him/ her - what if you like him/her. If the resulting situation doesn't look good, burst into laughter and just say that few classmates asked you this and so, you just wanted to see the reaction of him/her.

Hey! If you think love can be won only through honesty think again! There are plenty of tricks that work. Yeah, sort of snitch thing is true! I will spill out some in the next article. Till then don't fall, always rise in love!

Cheers!

What do you guys think after reading? Do share your opinion with me
Drop some comment. I might found my answer from your comment. XD
cheers.

Assumption

2008-07-27T14:46:00.003+08:00

Is my assumption correct?
>.<

A day to remember

2008-07-27T01:26:00.003+08:00

I thought it would be a boring weekend
But never expect that I received a message this morning from Peierr
Inviting me to join them for the outing today.
I was supposed to study and finish up my radio assignment with my group mates today
But eventually I choose to hang out with my friends.

I was still in the same kinda attire
t-shirt, bermuda pants, slippers and my beg.
This is so called simple. LOL
Departed to Pyramid from Cyber around 12.30pm today
Gonna meet up my gang at Pyramid for lunch
I thought I would be later than expected
But who knows they were actually arrived later than me
We decided to meet at Dragon-i and take our lunch there.
So after met up Lyon, Peierr, Peiching and amy [peierr's friend in Indonesia]
We continued with our plan.

Redbox sing K at 2pm.
Too bad Anson couldn't make it to meet us at 2pm
He eventually arrived at Pyramid at 5pm
And our Sing K session was ended at 5.45pm
45minutes only for Anson
Not even the time for me to warm up. LOL
Sing K was fun, have been a long time never go for Sing K session.
I still sticked to all those old songs. LOL
Which even Peierr could list down the songs I sang today
Was actually same as those in 3 years ago.
Only some new songs la.. LOL

The plan was actually quite pack today
After Sing K session, the next coming was movie
Watched X-files in TGV.
Damn, I slept for almost 40mins
Almost half of the movie I watching using my "3rd eyes". LOL
Hey, I only slept for 5 hours yesterday. [gonna blame facebook for the latest application]
Didn't really enjoyed the whole movie, so cannot comment in this entry.
But so far the ending part was still okay. XD

After the movie, we continued with our plan.
Next stop - Asia Cafe for dinner
It had been a long time I never step into Asia Cafe
I remembered this was actually the place I used to hang out with friends during my time in Subang
Couldn't really remember what are the nice food there
So I just simply ordered something that attracted me to it. LOL
Fried chicken rice.

Pool is the next stop after dinner
This is also a place where I used to hang out with my Taylor's gang.
Miss them so much
Everything is so familiar but the person that joined me today weren't them anymore.
They are now scattered around the world
Some are in Australia, some in UK, some in Indonesia and some in India.
This was the first time to play pool without mood.
Maybe I need sufficient energy to create the mood. LOL
However, it was fun to chat with Lyon there
He enlightened me a lot. Was chatting about the problem I am facing now
Maybe he got more experience in this
I feel much more better now, but I am still feeling confused.
Was supposed to go for our next destination which is Halo Cafe
But due to the time we ended our last game[12.1 5am actually]
We were forced to cancel the plan.

The outing today was super fun
I've never enjoyed such an outing for a very long time
The plan was so perfect which we could finished everything in just 1 day
Thanks to Peierr to come out for this good plan.

My bathroom heater is not working.
okay, bath without the heater at 1am.
Sigh, jumping like a monkey in the bathroom
hope to create more heat for my body [LOL, stupid idea]
Luckily didn't fall down again.

Thanks to Lyon for answering some of my problems.
I am more clear to my stand now. *wink*
It's always good to chat with him,
It's because the kinda 13 years feeling can hardly gain from others
The time for 13 years
The path for 13 years
The understanding for 13 years
And the brotherhood for 13 years
Thanks.

I wanna get to know you more
Know what's in your mind.
But
You seldom reply my message recently
And seldom get a chance to chat
This wasn't how we are when we knew
You were busy with you things
And mine is coming soon
Chances will be getting lesser
But I will surely appreciate the chances which I get.

Facebook and my night

2008-07-25T23:22:00.006+08:00

Friday night again,
Another weekend is approaching
Was so busying playing 1 of the application in facebook with my house mates.

Ladies and Gentlemen
I would now like to introduce

Guess The Sketch
Who will be #1??

Damn, I spent almost my whole late evening sitting in front of my laptop
Being like a couch potato
Hands on the keyboard, eyes on the screen
For 5 hours continuously
From 6pm after my nap till 11pm [I was supposed to go swimming at 6pm. LOL]
I haven't even take my dinner yet
I think should be supper now.
I couldn't imagine myself to stand my hunger because of a game. LOL
So basically, this game is something like "pictionary"
All you hafta do is to draw out the titles given by Facebook
And your friends online gonna guess it by looking at your drawing
All you can use to draw is only the mouse.
This actually caused a lot of laughters.
I am so into the game now.
Gonna continue with it later. LOL

The next application which I wanna introduce is

Who Has The Biggest Brain!!

I bet many of you've joined this game in Facebook.
After being tested by all the IQ mini games
My brain is 2115cm in size. [I got a small brain, LOL]
Basically this game is a combination of many mini games
Therefore, I gonna play 4 mini games continuously to see how big is my brain.
So this 4 mini games actually showing 4 different abilities of your brain which are
Analytical ability, memorizing ability, calculation ability and visual processing ability
I am currently at the 12th place among my friends.
After the game, I can even send a message to my friends which have a smaller brain than mine.
Sorry Kel Mynn, you're my #1 target to choose on.
"Who's your daddy now!!"[no offense]

Recently I spent almost all my time playing facebook application
However, Friendster is still my first choice.
I think that Friendster is more user friendly
Maybe I am used to Friendster or maybe there are too many application to share in Facebook.

Let's talk about what I've done on yesterday night.
Actually I was so busy helping my friend to translate her survey questions [I'm not lazy to update, mandy. LOL]
She text me in the afternoon and asked me to do her a favor.
Okay, since I' m so helpful[i assume] XD
I promised to help her to be her translator
Translate all her 129 questions of survey
From Malay to Chinese Mandarin
Using my laptop in Microsoft Words. Opps!!
Guess what, I spent 5 hours for the whole task to be done.
From translating to editing.
I myself was also feeling so surprise. [aha, not showing off]
However, there are some medic terms which I still couldn't use the appropriate mandarin character.
But I know Sohpia you appreciate my effort right? LOL

Okay, tonight wasn't sound so good as yesterday.
When I was taking my sweet bath at 1.00am just now
The power supply suddenly went off.
I thought it was a joke from my housemates.
I was making so much noise in the bathroom calling for help
But in fact, it was actually the main switch trip.
I covered myself with towel and came out from the bathroom
Damn, it was so cold and windy outside. [I was freezing]
My 2 other housemates were busy fixing the main switch and the power supply came back again.
The worst thing of the night happened.
When I was so happy and went back for my bath
I found that the heater in my bathroom is the main culprit for the whole incident
My water heater spoiled. [sob sob] No more warm water supply >.< style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:85%;" >[thank god]
Eventually I hafta take my shower at the other bathroom at home. XD
I believe if there are nothing named FUSED in this world,
I would have died in the bathroom half an hour ago.
Thanks William Bickford for your invention. LOL.

Oh gosh, Analog & Digital Communication midterm test is on next Tuesday
I've not studied anything till now. [sigh]
It's a tough subject with full of calculation
Fourier series, signal properties and bla bla bla are now queuing up to enter my brain
It will gonna be a super tough weekend.
I cant imagine how am I going to spend my weekend.
Hopefully will not be a "super couch potato" sitting in front of my laptop surfing net.

Hey, Keng Soon, you gonna study hard okay? It's an important subject.
Okay Okay, I will try my best.
I hope I can really do it. Somebody please please reminds me to study okay?

Gobbi is leaving and Hussain is coming.
Yeah, I will be free on every Friday because I know Hussain will never check our attendance.
Magued, you can continue to sign for my attendance.
I don't wanna get barred from sitting for the final exam. LOL
Lazy bump again. Just mentioned hafta be hardworking 1 min ago and now turn back to be the same old me.
Sigh.

It's time to get back to my Facebook and sleep. It's 2am now. LOL..

I think somebody has really make you super angry
Otherwise you wouldn't have wrote about him.
Anyway, he's an idiot. He thinks he's super.
But in fact he's just as normal like us.
Anyway, a nice blog specially for him. [*wink*]
cheers.

Happy birthday JF

2008-07-24T17:14:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY

Happy Birthday JF
It's your birthday today
You are 1 year older now.
Welcome to join us here
"THE 20 GROUP"
We are same age now [LOL]
May you enjoy your 20th birthday
To the fullest of fullest
&
May you be well and happy!!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to JF
Happy birthday to you

This is an entry for you
I purposely use your favorite color as the main color- purple [I assume it's still the same]
And some of your favorite flowers. [I assume it's still the same]
And not to forget your HELLO KITTY.

The best language to show my gratitude

2008-07-24T00:40:00.006+08:00

1 of the most noble word for me is

"Thanks"

I used to use the word thanks to express my gratitude to others
There are some other languages I've google from the internet which have the same meaning with thanks are:

谢谢
Merci
Danke
Graze
Arigato
Kamsahamnida
Obrigado
Gracias
Nandri
Terima Kasih

These are some world common language for thanks.
Each of the word representing a feel of gratitude of somebody.
This isn't just a word
This isn't just a word to speak
This isn't just a word to speak to someone

But

This is a word to show how you feel
This is a word to show your gratitude to others
This is a word to express yourself.

Among all the languages that I've learn before
The best language to express my gratitude is

"MALAY"

"TERIMA KASIH"

Terima Kasih is two individual word
Each of the word bring different meanings
But when we combine this two words together
Amazingly, this two words change to be 1 word and represent the most noble feeling of oneself.

Terima = Accept
Kasih= Kindness
Terima + Kasih = Accept Kindness

It's like an action to show others. [I accept your kindness to me]
Actions is always better than words. LOL

Unlike other languages which I've learn,

A thanks or a 谢谢 will only bring the meaning of showing gratitude
But no meaning of action in it
That's why I think that Malay brings both feelings and action together in a simple

"TERIMA KASIH"

I would like to say terima kasih to all my friends who helped me in any way.
It's because I accept your kindness and I will find an opportunity to pay back your kindness.

"饮水思源"

Everything that I've wrote is just what I think, my own perception.
Just to share with everyone.
Hope that you can found your best language to show you gratitude to others.

My favorite 1

2008-07-23T21:56:00.011+08:00

Aha, I found another Big Apple donut outlet at The gardens today.
Big Apple donut is always my favorite snack.
Been trying for so many different recipe, [J.Co, Dunkin Donuts, Donut Factory bla bla bla]
I think this is the one which is most suit my taste.
I never tried crispy creme before,
But i heard from my friends said that
"THAT'S THE BEST DONUT YOU COULD EVER TASTE ON EARTH"
LOL, sound so tasty..
But so sad that there's currently no Crispy Creme outlet in Malaysia & Singapore

My favorite taste are:
- Say cheese
- Almond
- Duren Duren
- Choreo & some I couldn't remember the name.

These donuts are so far away from me. *Sob Sob*

Just read my sister blog,
She seems quite happy recently
Last week she kept complaining to me about her problems
Was kinda worry about her
But after reading her latest blog, I know that she is super fine now.:)
Furthermore, my eldest sister is there too to accompany her.
My eldest sister just went to Singapore for work
Both of them are in Singapore now.
We used to hang out together last time

But

I am feeling so lonely now here.
I am alone in KL.
Hardly get a chance to go back my sweet hometown
To visit my parents,
To visit my friends,
To visit some uncles and aunties,
To visit my little darlings Christ Chan and Shee Keat.

Christ Chan, My younger godbrother. This photo was taken long time ago, he is a small demon now. LOL

Shee Keat, another younger godbrother. Gonna miss him so much.

To visit some familiar places.

To sleep in my "Bestest Room"

Kota Tinggi is the "Heaven On Earth"Welcome to Kota Tinggi, Johor

However,I can only step into "tanah airKU" every semester break or midterm break.
It's so sad..
I shall write another post about Kota Tinggi soon
I found Love, Care and Passion there.
This is somewhere I belong. LOL

This is how I spell - SOMEWHERE I BELONG.

Ter-cut my finger just now.
PAIN~ >.<

We are so near and yet so far.
A distance problem,
That we couldn't overcome.
Thanks for the feeling
That doesn't require a distance between.
And this is the reason why
you're able to put a smile
ON MY FACE.

Always look on the bright side of life

2008-07-21T22:02:00.010+08:00

Sitting alone at home is the worst thing for me.
I hate sitting alone sometimes.
It's because many things will just pop up into my mind.
Good things, bad things, EVERYTHING!!
I will smile like an idiot when I recall something good.
But, when I recall something bad, I will lose confidence on myself.
Somebody please occupy my time!
Sometimes I will think something very simple to be very complicated
And my this character caused conflict between me and my friends.
I just couldn't stop myself from thinking and developing ideas.
Sorry..

Why am I so careless?
I fell down in the toilet yesterday when I was washing it
There's a patch of bruise at my arm now.
I knocked on the soap holder when I fell down
Damn it, pain >.<
Luckily I didn't hurt my backbone.

Why am I a person who cannot make decision?
There were so many times I need to make a decision but I didn't
Every time when I come to a situation where I need to make a decision
I will start thinking about this:

What will be the consequence if I decide to choose path A? How about path B?
Is the decision I make will affect the others?
Am I able to face the consequence?

Even to decide a place for to dine, I can't
I will always push this to my friend to decide.
It's kinda embarrass when a girl want me to decide but I couldn't
And this happened so many times.
My friend told me that this is the typical characteristic of a Sagittarius.
But somehow, I really need to train myself to make a wise decision.
There are so many decision that I hafta do in future as an engineer. [can I really be an engineer?]

Just finished calling Maxis center for some inquiries.
I found out that I couldn't even converse properly in English.
I couldn't use the proper word to express my idea,
What I spoke was obviously direct translation from Chinese Mandarin
Everything came into my mind was &%#@&, and I hafta translate it before I speak.
How am I going to survive in future?
By speaking &^%@*? or ah--eh--mm--oo--ar--or mandlish?
Damn, I hafta brush up my English before I'm far away from others
Even my Chinese Mandarin is sucks.

Well, I am getting very lazy nowadays.
Being like a couch potato sitting in front of my laptop.
No wonder I am gaining weight recently.

Tadaa, this is how i look after a few years

I've spent so much money ever since the petrol price hike.
It's like a chain effect towards everything.
Everything becoming so expensive. The value of Ringgit drop.
I've cut down the expenses for my entertainment, my tidbits and also my car petrol.
Set a quota for my car, he can only drink the maximum of RM25 petrol per week
Seldom take rich food anymore unless having special occasion.
Seldom drive unless I really need it urgently.
But why, my money still getting lesser
I've abused the promises to myself which are
1. I gonna save a specific amount from my allowance every month.
[ I couldn't save the specific amount unless I cut down more expenses]
2. I gonna use all this savings for investment.
[ So far my savings is still insufficient for me to start invest]
3. I can only spend a maximum of RM10 per day during schooling days.
[I normally spend more than that]
Thus, A+B+C+D= OVERDRAFT.

When I think about the passed
I realized that, there were actually so much of times that I've been wasted.
I realized that, there were actually so many opportunities that I've been missed out.
I realized that, there were actually so many person that I've hurt before.
I realized that, there were actually so many person that I've not appreciate.
I realized that, there were actually so many things that I've kept undone and just let it go.
All these will keep bombarding my mind when I am in an emotional mode.
But all these will gone far away from my mind after I cheered up myself.
And start making the same mistakes again and again.

Something good to share today,
Thanks to rice cooker for offering me a job today.
Though it's not a firm offer, at least I still stand a chance to get the job.
It's just a simple job, eat, write, speak and go with RM50.
Required me to test their chocolate, give comments, complete the survey form and bring my RM50 back home.
Nowadays I am so into to find a job without neglecting my studies.
I hope I could gain more working experience before my graduate. [money is also equally important. keke~]
So I can proudly write down all my working experiences in my resume.
Hopefully my Sony permanent promoter job will be an advantage for me to find jobs in future.

My mind seems to be approaching to the negative path.
What I want is to go towards the positive way
Walking opposing the direction of my mind,
Towards a brighter future.
It will be tough, painful and full of obstacles
I am flying towards nowhere.
But I believe strong determination will lead me,
To a better path.
Always look on the bright side of life.

Sorry, I couldn't talk properly to you.
My heat beat increase when I talk to you.
It getting worse when my eyes see you.
I will start talking craps.
And my action is out of control.
I am flying towards a beautiful path I believed
Things will be better in future.

GooD LucK

2008-07-20T23:36:00.006+08:00

Good Luck to my friend who having exam now.
Try your best and do well in your exam.
All the best. =)
You got my fullest support.

Good luck!
祝你好運!
Bonne Chance!
행운!
ご幸運を祈ります!
Viel Gluck! Alles Gute!
Selamat Maju Jaya!
Boa Sorte!
iBuena suerte!
ขอให้โชคดี!

加油！

A Lie

2008-07-20T00:04:00.004+08:00

Lie,
Telling lie,
People like to tell lies,
Why people like to tell lies?

I hate people who lie to me,
why cant you just tell me the truth?
Sad and disappointed.

I am trying my very best for not telling lies
It's because I know telling lies might hurt others
I hope I won't know when people telling lies to me
Cause I don't wanna get hurt.

Heartache

The three person you meet in life

2008-07-18T23:49:00.004+08:00

Was chatting with my sister today in msn
Chatting about love and life
Suddenly thought about this :
"The three person you meet in life"
My friend told me about this story when I was so down last time
I remembered I was facing this relationship problem
And he was trying to comfort me by telling me this

He told me that.....
We must meet three very important person in life,
They are:
1. The person that you love the most, you love him/her more than they do
2. The person that love you the most, he/she love you more you love them.
3. The person that you can spend the rest of your life with.

However,
The 1st, 2nd and 3rd person are definitely 3 different person.
But why?
It's because the person that love you the more will not be the one that you love the most
And normally the person you love the most will not spend the rest of your life together.

After listening to him, I found that I haven't meet any one of them.
But at least after I've think of it
I know that I need to find a person that I love her more than she love me. LOL
I hope that I can found a girl that we love each other the most and able to spend the rest of our life together. [greedy]

Life can be so easy if we can think of it in a very logic way
&
Apply it to those common thing that we usually do
I believe that we can easily find a solution to solve the obstacles. [cheers]

Standing at the corner of the world,
We can see the changes of others
But not ourself.

Didn't think much today,
Don't want my decision,
To be affected by the things happened recently.
I hope I can overcome this
And made my final answer.

Miss Smiley

2008-07-17T22:59:00.005+08:00

Finally,
Miss Smiley talked to me properly today.
After knowing her for more than a year,
I never got a chance to talk to her properly.
Every time we chat online, she usually reply with me a :), :P or :))

It was so lucky that I could be in a same group with Miss Smiley.
It was the ADC 1 lab, required 3 to 4 in a group,
Miss Smiley, Christ and me formed a group of 3 and started our experiment
Had lotsa fun during the lab because Miss Smiley and Christ were so friendly.

Do you like this picture? Miss Smiley
A picture which is exactly the same as those smiley that you've sent to me
All with a tongue. LOL
The lab today actually ended up with all this position
Elaine- Chief Engineer
Christ- Engineer
me - Assistant Engineer
But Elaine called me as a technician -__________-

Basically the ADC 1 is an experiment about a transmitter and receiver radio
Kinda complicated but after doing step by step following the lab sheet
Radio is actually not a difficult experiment compare to those electromagnetic stuff
But I am so reluctant to do the lab report,
So Miss Smiley, do it quick and lend me for copy. LOL

It's time to rest awhile
I think I shall stop thinking
It's because this is getting very complicated
Should calm down myself
Otherwise the decision I made
Will not be the one I want

Sony vs Carl's JR

2008-07-16T22:55:00.006+08:00

Sony is a Japanese company
Carl's Junior is an American fast food restaurant.

However, both of them are in my body now. LOL

Sony is in my mind
Carl's JR burger is in my stomach.
LOL

Finally I got a job offer from SONY
This was what I told myself
On the first time I worked as a promoter
"I wanna work for SONY in future"

Shall I works as an agent in future?
Since I got the contact number of many companies.
She called me and suggest me to be an agent
But I think I need more time to consider about this
Experience is what I needed more. &
I also need some courage and confidence from her to start all this.

Went for Sony product training today,
I am in the cybershot and handycam division
So basically everything is about camera and camcorder.
Kinda enjoyed myself during the training session
At least it was so much better than the lecture session
The product trainer was so funny
At first I thought he is quite pro
But in fact he actually know not much about the Sony products
Made many mistakes
Maybe he is still new in Sony
But I expect a product trainer should be clear about his own products.
Pity him Mr John was there
Pointed out many mistakes of him
I think he felt quite disgrace in front of us
But he is supposed to know all that basic knowledge!
Mr John made quite some jokes during the training program
Hong face was being modified by the camera
From a handsome guy to a funny look.
Had a small test during the training
Got 19/20 for handycam but 17/20 for cybershot
I shall need to work hard on this
Otherwise I will be complained by others in future
People will be writing about me in the blog. [karma]
Anyway, Sony is awesome
No wonder
IT'S A SONY -----> LIKE.NO.OTHERS

Carl's JR burger is the best
I had one today in Midvalley Megamall
Super star with cheese is great
Coke with lemon is nice
Carl's JR burger is always the biggest among all
But the price of it, makes me poor.

I am getting very confused today
Things seems to be getting very complicated
I am so in dilemma now
Need some time more to think of it
I might not be getting an answer soon
But I will still remain the same to you.
As a guardian angel beside you.

Sony

2008-07-16T01:08:00.007+08:00

Just received a call from my agent
He offered me a job for this coming PC fair in KL
Never expect a short interview through the phone, I got the job.
However, once I agree to work for Sony,
I gonna say bye bye to other brand companies.
This is one of the term & conditions that I hafta obey if I want to work for them.
Anyway, this is a very good news for me.
At least I know finding a job out there is not as difficult as what I always think.
But when it comes to the time after I graduated, things might be different
It is because the job I apply will not be as a promoter anymore, but as an engineer. [sigh]

Okay, PE 1 lab report,
Finally done it in this afternoon.
Thanks to my housemate Hong who submit the report for me
I realized something after doing this report,
It has been a long time I never touch my pen to write,
So when I started to write my report, I found that my hand writing became so ugly.
It's time to study and practice more.

Just a very random picture from the internet.
Not my handwriting. LOL

Her friend took her flash drive without returning it
She text him for the flash drive but got no reply.
I wonder what's in his mind.
I wonder why are there exist such an irresponsible and ridiculous person in this wonderful world.
How to get back things from him?

Movie at Chee's place
A damn stupid but funny movie.
All about 2 idiots.
And it's kinda racism too
that's why it was not allow to be shown in Malaysia
Luckily there's something called internet, so I could still enjoyed the movie so much.

Asking myself is the only way,
I could be able to answer the questions,
To give you a satisfactory answer,
I have to make sure
What my mind is thinking now.

What a wonderful day

2008-07-14T21:03:00.004+08:00

Woke up late this morning because I slept late yesterday,
Was discussing something with Ezrin yesterday night, [Ezrin knows I know, I know Ezrin knows]
Something very confusing, very contradicting.
Luckily Ezrin you gave me good advice, otherwise I wouldn't have slept so nice.
0.0 big eyes opening for the entire night.

Raining in this afternoon,
Wanted to skip class but I've skipped 2 times continuously for Multimedia,
I felt guilty so attended the lecture
However, I didn't pay full attention during the lecture
Was chit chatting with Christ for almost the whole lecture.

Went to Tau cafe for lunch,
Stupid Tau cafe served my food so slow,
And also the dirty cups, contaminated my "cincau ais",
Salty rich rise my blood pressure, Damn..

Nano-Science quiz again,
And this is the second time,
All about Density States, 0D, 1D, 2D and even 3D,
I thought of studying in library for the entire afternoon
but never expect that I chat with Ezrin again about the matter last night.

Time to go for Nano-Science,
but my mind was still the same ---> blank
Never expect the questions would be so easy but I still wrote nothing correct
Should have studied in the library.

Had dinner with Hoong,
Came back home and find someone to chat after a whole day of stress in campus
but you were so busy and you gone offline, better don't disturb because I still wanna survive. haha
luckily still got friends in YM.

Gonna do my PE1 lab report soon
but before that, gonna update my blog first.
Kind of addicted to blogging nowadays,
Thanks to the person who created this.

Midnight is approaching,
Telling me that it's time to sleep and meet my dream girl.
8am lecture tomorrow morning,
Gonna meet up Gobbi again for his lecture.

What a wonderful day I've spent
Feel thankful for granting me another day.

Still thinking what's in your mind,
Gonna find out an answer soon,
So I can be able to
Ans me and ans you. =)

Ti amero

2008-07-13T17:07:00.012+08:00

I am thinking of what's in my mind now,

I am thinking of what's in your mind too,
What are you thinking now? Can you tell me?
I am thinking of what I want now but I've got no idea.
I am not really clear about where am I now,
I am not sure about my stand now.
I wanted to tell you how I feel but I am just too shy.
Hiding at a little corner thinking of it, I've no guts to tell you.
Thanks for giving me this good feeling, I appreciate it,
But what's the feeling you give me? I've got no idea.
A love, A like or just admiring?
I couldn't give myself an answer of it and I couldn't answer you too.
Your eyes, your nose and your mouth melt my heart,
Your act and your thoughts attract my heart
but your words broke my heart.
There's no way another you appear in the other side of the world,
you are the special one, the unique one in my life.
Time flies and wait nobody,
Should I just let you go baby? or grab you tightly in my arms.
Give me an answer,
I hate hanging in the air,
I want a place to rest.
Baby, are you the one?
that hold my hands,
that sleep on my shoulder,
that hide in my arms,
that kiss on my cheek,
that be with me forever,
that share my happiness and sorrow together,
that gimme the confidence to tell the world that I am complete,
that teach me to spell the word L-O-V-E.
Baby, I cant smile without you.
Bring your hands to me,
Bring your arms to me,
Bring your love to me,
And tell me what are you thinking now.
Ti amero.

Life is unpredictable,
Nobody know what's next,
neither me.
A simple entry just for you,
A place that I show the shape of my heart,
To tell you,
Thanks for giving me a good feeling,
Before I'm unable to do.

I am a kind person

2008-07-13T11:33:00.008+08:00

-The 3 alien-

Today, I went for a charity event in Sekolah Sri KL. A very nice place indeed. People there are very friendly. =) This was my first time stepped into Sri KL even I stayed before in Subang for 7 months.

Was planning to go earlier to see Tan Sri Abdul Khalid but ended up arrived late. However, when we arrived, the 2 friendly people came to welcome us. haha.

-Mandy and Jenny-

Couldn't really recognize them after the Redang trip. The first time meeting them up again after the trip. LOL. Okay, after getting the coupons, Patrick and me went to search for some food but... left kuey tiaw there. Okay, kuew tiaw for lunch. Oh ya, something very interesting, "Sri KL brand" mineral water. LOL.

After that, we had some photo taking session..

-Mandy and me-

-The best host-

-I've got no idea what am I doing-

-The bye bye photo.-

-The kind hearted-

-??-

-Let's smoke together-

-Daiko and his bros are going to fight n
ow-
-Advertising SRI KL mineral water-

Thanks Mandy, I grabbed all these photos from you. I shall upload more after getting other photos from others. =) What a wonderful day. You guys are fantastic.

This coming week will obviously be a poor week, so Mr Gardenia, here I come...

Weekend

2008-07-12T00:40:00.001+08:00

It's another weekend again.

Hellboy- The Golden Army

2008-07-11T11:26:00.007+08:00

Thursday, set by my daiko Chee as the movie day. So every Thursday all of us will go for a movie. The E-10-A gang and me. Ok, last week was Hancock, so this week is Hellboy II, next week will be The Batman Dark Knight.

Basically, Hellboy II is not related to Hellboy I so it doesn't matter if you haven't watch the first episode. What I gonna say is, Hellboy II is so much nicer than the previous. haha. I watched Hellboy I on Tuesday in Chee's place. I don't really like this movie so much. But Hellboy II, I'm loving it. =)

I like Fishstick a.k.a Abraham in this movie. He is a so damn cute character in this movie. He fell for this princess Naula. And this song "I cant smile without you". He is always a very "girlish" kind of character in a male fish body in this movie, this makes him even cuter. LOL. Okay, I shall not comment on this movie too much. You have to watch it and judge it by yourself. I will give this movie 4 out of 5 stars.

I shall include the lyrics of "I can't smile without you"

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

I hope you guys will really enjoy the movie. cheers. =)

Finally, she laughed

2008-07-10T01:44:00.007+08:00

Was on the phone with my friend. She had this bad mood on yesterday but today she seems quite cheerful. =) I used to tell jokes (especially lame jokes) to cheer up my friend but this method seems useless to her. It is because she will never enjoy my lame joke. Every time she will just reply me with a ha ha ha.. *sarcastic*

Okay, so today we had a chat in the phone and we challenged each others by asking lame questions. The followings are the questions. Thanks to Candy for providing some of it. She started it actually. =)

The Micheal Jackson (I laughed, she asked)
Superman (Ha ha ha, I lose)
The 4 words sentence (Ha ha ha, I lose)
The god of plate (Ha ha ha, I lose)
Submarine (Ha ha ha, I lose)
The elephants in the zoo (Ha ha ha, I lose)
The Star Wars (hahahahahahahahha, I won)

Finally!! She laughed non-stop. Never expect she will laugh so happily. LOL. And never expect a person suffer with sore throat could laughed so sweetly. She got a "sexy voice" now. LOL, I won eventually. Haha. I won in a "lame joke telling competition". Thanks to Star Wars. LOL. (It's nothing to be proud of!!) but at least she laughed and I hope she feel better. Are you?

As long as my lame jokes can cheer up my friends, I don't mind to be a lame joker (even i hate it so much) sometimes. =) Hey friends, cheer up. Enjoy ya life to the fullest without regrets. *Smile*

Bend Your Eyes

2008-07-09T23:08:00.007+08:00

Nano-Science again,
Prof Lim again,
Jokes again.

Today Prof Lim's said something extremely FUN----NY. It's not related to Nano-science, not related to our syllabus. It's related to the new physics theory so called "Quantum Light Theory". However, we will never know that maybe what he said today might win a Noble prize in future.

As usual, Prof Lim started the class with a few haha, hehe and hoho. After that, he took up his pen and start writing or maybe drawing on the white board. Oh ya, before he started his drawing, he complaint about the comments by the students. It is because we complaint to him that his writing is too messy to read, and he just simply write anything on the board not accordingly to the sequence. Guess what he replied us? He separated the white board into 3 parts using his pen and said will write nicer today but ended up

Guys, can you understand what's he writing? or maybe drawing? Ok, fine. He claimed that this is a kind of writing by a scientist. Omg, suddenly my friend said this "Sir, you're not a scientist also." he replied "hey, I am a physicist k!!!"LOL

Prof Lim is a typical "Save the world" person. He will used up the white board to the fullest not even a single space. He normally don't use tissue or duster to wipe the board, but using a piece of green cloth. Cool huh. Okay, because of the habit of using up the whole board, he wrote the equation to the very extremely bottom part of the white board and just so nice there is this black box that located just right in front of the white board and this black box is just blocking us from copying. And now come to the CLIMAX, the joke of the day.

Some student started to complain

"Sir, cannot see wor."

and he replied

"then bend your eyes la!!"

The students started making noise, and showing those very confused look.

I was in the class, the first thing came into my mind was "how to bend my eyes?"

Oh no no, I am not going to bend my eyes just to copy the notes. I don't want to be blind!!!!

Hey, bend your eyes? Are you sure that if I bend our eyes then I should be able to see what's writing there? I will never know, it's because I will turn blind once I bend my eyes. LOL.

Because of this "bend your eyes la" lead us to a new theory so called "Quantum Light Theory"
Light is supposed to travel in a straight line and because of this property of light that caused the blocking of the black box. As I know, we can only see an object behind another blocking object in the water due to the reflection of the water. However, Prof Lim stated that if we bend our eyes, we will be able to see what's behind the box. This is an interesting topic to think of. LOL *sarcastic*

Hmmm, let me further develop the theory. "Quantum Light Theory" stated that the light is NOT travel in a straight line as long as we bend our eyes. So this theory might help us in our daily life and here are some examples that I've thought of.

Driving Lesson- If you are following behind a lorry and you are unable to see the road in front of the lorry, just bend your eyes.
Magic Show- If David Copperfield is trying to show you some magic by covering some black cloth, just bend your eyes.
Toilet- If you are trying to see who's occupying the toilet for a long time, just bend your eyes. (same thing apply to fitting room and bla bla bla..)
Concert- If somebody which is taller than you is blocking you from seeing your idol, just bend your eyes.
Games- If you are playing hide and seek with your friends and you are trying to find them, just bend your eyes.
Airport- If you are a police at the checkpoint of the immigration and you need to confirm no weapon is to be brought up to the plane, just bend your eyes. (more effective than Infra-red)

There are more and more to write, it's depends on how our imagination going to develop it. hehe. What if this theory is apply in looking through people's mind? Oh gosh, once my parents bend their eyes - my dad gonna know that I wasted his money, my mom gonna know that I plucked her flowers. Oh no no no. I hope this will never happen. But in the other way, if I could ever bend my eyes and look through people's mind, I will know whether she likes me and whether I stand a chance of getting her? haha, not bad~ =)

1 hour 30 minutes of Nano-Science class, I've learn nothing. Just had some thought of all these stupid ideas. Normally those noble invention came from stupid ideas too so this "Quantum Light Theory" might win a noble prize in future.

If this really happens, I believe that there will be some "Prof Lim theory" or "Quantum Light Theory". Some equations might also appear in the future books and MMU might update their course for Nano major student with the new subject named "ENT 3038 Electronics in Quantum Light Theory" and there will be only 1 chapter - "eyes bending". But before proving this theory, we have to find a way to avoid becoming blind after we bend our eyes. If we do found the solution, I won't deny something like this will happen.

"Bend your eyes if something is blocking you!"

(Prof Lim, 2008)

Photos

2008-07-08T20:52:00.007+08:00

As I promised I will upload some photos of Prof Lim's lecture. I grabbed 3 pictures from Ezrin's blog and upload it here. Thanks Ezrin. haha Haven't got your permission yet.

Just try to read what are written in the white board. It's very messy, don't even know where to start copying.

3 photos here, try to read it. =)

Again

2008-07-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

Again, another news makes me feel disappointed about Malaysia. I just finished reading the newspaper. It's something about the statistic of prisoner died in the jail. Our government is trying to compare us with UK about the number of prisoners died in the jail and they are so happy because we are lesser. Omg, it's like telling my mother that I am satisfied with my 40 marks result because nearly the whole class failed the exam. But this is nothing to be proud of? Why don't I try to compare with other students? What will be the result then?

Sad! No wonder nowadays Malaysians are getting out from Malaysia. Mana anak Malaysia?

Quiz 1

2008-07-07T21:28:00.004+08:00

Just finished doing my quiz 1 three hours ago. Didn't really do well this time. :( It's my fault for not prepare it well yesterday. 2 hours of preparation in library this afternoon including my short nap for around 45 minutes so it was actually 1 hour and 15 minutes of studies. haha. Got to blame myself for being so lazy. Lazy bump.

This Nano-Science is kind of a special subject among the whole course. It is because I don't have a lab and assignment. So my 40% coursework mark will be fully come from the quiz. I am not sure how many quiz there will be but I am sure that Prof Lim will surely make us suffer in this course. Nano-Science is a DISASTER!!

Ezrin brought his camera to class today. Was trying to capture some video about Prof Lim and maybe upload in his blog. haha. I shall take the video from him tomorrow so I can upload in my blog too. =) that will surely be an interesting entry.

CCIP event started today but I got no extra time to join. Was so busy with my quiz and classes. I heard that there will be this "Chinese mock wedding" tomorrow. Hopefully I am able to spend some time there to gain more knowledge.

Gotta ciao now, morning class tomorrow

Nano-Science

2008-07-06T16:35:00.007+08:00

Nano-science, 1 of the subject I am taking in this trimester. Super duber difficult subject. Really couldn't understand what Prof Lim was actually teaching during the class.

First of all, I shall introduce my lecturer to you all.
Lim Swee Cheng, Prof. (Mr.)

Position : Professor
Education : B.Sc.(Hons), Ph.D.
Nationality: Malaysian
Research Interests:
Topics:

Guys, though he is old, he is a PhD holder from Oxford University. Yes, the Oxford University in UK, not those cha pa lang "Oxfod" or "Oford" or "Oxord" Furthermore, he is one of the PhD holder in Physics. PhD in physics is getting lesser and lesser nowadays not even to mention about PhD from Oxford University.

Next, come back to my course. This subject is basically pure physics. OMG, PHYSICS again. Everything is about physics, physics and physics. For more information about the syllabus of this course, if you guys are really so interested with it, please kindly copy the link below and paste it on your net browser.

http://foe.mmu.edu.my/main/undergrad/subject/ent3016.html

Okay, quiz on next Monday (7th July 2008) and I am still blogging here. Steady huh! hehe. I am just too fed up about looking at those notes and equations which I don't even know how to solve it. Geram betul.

Okay, let's talk about Prof Lim again. He is indeed a nice lecturer actually. But sometimes he just like to say something that makes us feel... You gonna judge him by yourself after reading the following... (I copy and paste from Ezrin's blog)

“This question is straight forward, very easy,”

“You should know all these things already,

“The Hamiltonian Operator and the Eigen Value should be at your fingertips already,”

“Schrödinger Equation is very important in this subject,”

And the kicker,

“What is so hard? You tell me which part of mathematics is hard,” while pointing at all the derivations he wrote on the whiteboard which contains only “A”, “B”, “Chi”, “Psi”, “X”, “Epsilon”, and all those symbols with only one number that is “2” because one of the formula have “2m*” in it.

“If this tutorial you cannot do, then the test will be so much harder. Then how do you do it then?”

What do you think guys if the lecturer saying all this with a "haha, hehe, hoho" His brain is filled up with tones of knowledge, equations and theories. He is good in writing on the white board, but when he comes to explaining those equations, I think he should practice more. But I wouldn't expect him to explain the whole Schrödinger Equation in this course. It's because this thing is too complicated and too long. Try to google online about Schrödinger Equation and you will know how complicated is this thing. But thanks to Mr Erwin Rudolf Josef Alexander Schrödinger. It is because he make our life better and indirectly make my life suffer. LOL

Okay, it's so much I can complaint in this entry because I really got to continue with my studies now otherwise I gonna spend my 1 hour tomorrow in class sitting doing nothing. I am now so-confused-look. TATA~

Talk

2008-07-06T11:26:00.005+08:00

Talk
I want to talk
I want to talk to someone

Noisy
I am not a noisy person
I am not a noisy person that irritate others

Silent
I don't want to be silent
I don't want to be silent at all time

Quiet
I am not a quiet person
I am not a quiet person among my friends

Lonely
I am sometimes a lonely person
I am sometimes a lonely person sitting alone

Passionate
I used to be a passionate person
I used to be a passionate person who bring love and care to others

Laugh
I am laughing
I am laughing at the screen seeing people's messages but not on a true person

Smile
I love to smile
I love to smile to someone face to face but not by sending a :-) smiley via msn

Myself
I am just trying to be myself
I am just trying to be myself but obstacles come one after one

OMG, i did the same thing again.

2008-07-06T00:43:00.001+08:00

OMG, I did the same thing again... I shall really need to stay away from my phone for awhile..

I will survive

2008-07-05T16:47:00.004+08:00

Yes, I will survive by kicking away all my bad habits. Yeah, I got many bad habits. Sometimes this kind of bad habits really irritate myself and even others. It's too many for me to list down here. But, today I realize another bad habit of mine ~ I like to disturb people when I am in bored mode or in "high" mode. I hate this, I don't want to disturb others. Luckily I can still control myself when I am in normal mode. I really hate myself for being to irritating and annoying and somehow when I think back of it, I felt the same too. I tried to imagine the feeling of those people who I've disturbed and conclusion is, I hate myself. Terrible I know. Sorry for those I've tried to disturb before. There are some numbers of people I normally "bully" and disturb when I am too free. XD

The worst comment I ever got from my friend is "You're so long-winded." It might not mean anything to others, but this sentence mean a lot to me. A guy shouldn't be too talkative, it's so irritating and annoying. Me myself will think in the same way too when some guys which are even worse than me. I just need a piece of silent, I want the noble silent please. That's why I hate myself for being so "long winded". OMG, cannot really accept myself for being like this. Thanks to my friend who told me this long time ago. I will change to be better. =) Really gonna thanks a lot. I actually only realize it this afternoon. Sorry *** for occupying your drawing time. Sorry, I was just so wanted to find someone to talk to.

I like to talk, I admit this. People normally will think that I am a quiet person when they first see me. But in fact, I am just too shy to talk actually. My so-good-first-impression to others gone when I start talking non-stop when they know me more. Sigh... I believe if I found someone to talk to me, I can talk to that person 24/7. Hey, this is not something to be proud of!

Lame joker, another word to describe me. Crazy, I am still so proud of it to type it out. OMG. I am popular with telling lame jokes among my friends. Every time they will just reply me with a "=.="" or "lame" or "whatever" or "LOL" or "废". But somehow, when I am telling a joke which I think it's funny, to receive this kind of respond is quite sad. But if it's obviously a super lame joke, then that's fine.

Maybe you guys will think that this is just my character but not a bad habit but I just simply don't like this character. LOL. Have to change it la, really got to do so.

Okay, got to go now, want to continue with my "Nano-science" revision. This is just an entry to stress out the conflict between me and myself.

After all, I am still nobody

2008-07-04T10:53:00.042+08:00

Woke up at six in the morning, had a deep thought about my future. I remember I used to fantasized about my future to be a great man when I was just a kid. However, I am 21 soon but I've got nothing to be proud of about myself. I wished I could be some top student, obtain a first class honor degree from MMU but end up something like this happened.

The normal distribution and the circle part is where I am among the students

I am at the other side of the normal distribution, I am not even stay in the mod part. Sigh.. Maybe engineering is really not my field of interest. Majoring in Nanotechnology might make me drop even more. Can't imagine what will happen in future. I might be some jobless guy sitting along the street. Oh no, hopefully this never not happen on me. >.< style="text-align: justify;">

BOOM!!!, my ambition gone.. =(

I was once a famous student in school, that was during my secondary school time. It is because I was a person that holding many top position in some clubs of my school. Eg, President of Interact Club, President of Tennis Club, Vice President of English Language Society and bla bla bla. However, I was not a good leader to manage all these clubs well.
During primary school time, I was quite famous too. It is because I participated in many kind of competitions. Eg, singing competition, calligraphy, BM story telling and bla bla bla. But all these happened when I was just a primary school student and primary school students actually don't perform themselves that's why I got the opportunities. I remembered there was once my Malay teacher scolded me with this "山中无虎你才称霸“ meaning that I could get the chance is because of lack of participants. That was really hurt for a small kid like me at that time.

My sisters and cousins are actually my role of model. They are the super sisters and super cousins in my heart. Every time when my dad starts telling me stories about them, I felt amazed and I told myself to work hard to fight for proud and glory for my family. Haha, end up now, I am still nothing but a normal 20 years old guy with nothing. I hate this because this is not what I wanted when I was young. I always take things as granted, I always think that there are still plenty of time for me to relax, to play, to enjoy. But in fact, I am growing older and older and older without realizing this serious matter. Somehow super sisters and super cousins might indirectly create some kind of pressure to me. It is because every time when I visits my relatives, uncles will start asking about our studies and future plans. Starts from the eldest one, then the second and my turn. So if I got nothing, I got nothing to answer them. If I got nothing to answer them, I will feel ashamed. Actually the pressure is created between me and myself. I don't want to be special or different among my family members, I just want to be as normal like them. =) Hopefully I can do it.

I admit that I am some kind of people that think in a way of very complicated. Somehow I made something very simple to be very complicated. I like to think of the same thing again and again and finally there are too many things pop up in my mind and eventually I started contradicting myself with those so called "extra informations". I am crazy sometimes. LOL. However, I found out keep thinking helps me to solve some problems too so I insisted to do the same thing but now I will be more flexible and will not contradict myself anymore. *hopefully* XD

Things are getting more and more complicated as I grow up. I know that I cannot depend on my parents to make any decision for my future. My dad often telling me that nothing is permanent and I got to keep this deep inside my heart. My mom been comforting me when I was down. My family members have been giving full of supports to me, that's why I am so attached to them and I love them so much.

My dad, mom, sisters and my little god brother.

I am also bad in managing a relationship. Failed failed failed failed failed, break break break break break. Somehow I really got to blame myself for being so picky. I believe in feelings, I believe in fate, I believe in destiny but I know that destiny is not something set by God but by ourselves. We have to choose the path that belong to us, the road which is more suitable for us and the way that we want to go on. "Impossible is the only thing which is impossible, changing is the only thing that will never change, experiencing is the only thing that never end."
There are many singles around me but because of my picky character, I couldn't get one among them. They do attracted me to them but sometimes I am just too shy to say " I like you."

I believe in feelings and I define feelings in 3 ways which is love, like and admire.

Admire - This is a kind of feeling that a girl could give me because of her CAPABILITY. This of feeling might got diminished after she couldn't show anymore capability.
Like - This is a kind of feeling that a girl could give. She might be good, capable and attractive. But this feeling is definitely lesser than love. I might not sacrifice everything for her. Like could be develop to be love.
Love - The best feeling. Nothing to explain about this. Just a very special feeling from a very special person.

This is my own way of defining the feelings, as a reference for you guys. =)
I AM STILL SINGLE.. =)

Friends can hardly gain, true friends might even worse. I appreciate all the friendships and I really feel thankful to have you guys to be by my side. Conflict is something that will surely happen between friends, but there is nothing worth even more than a friendship for me. An apologize and an action by me is something that I could only use to show my sincerity to my friends on how much I treasure our friendship. No one is perfect in this world, having mistake will surely happen in life and the mistake might offended others. We are not living in the world of our own. But all we have to do is to learn from mistakes and experience s in order to be a better person. =) I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to my friends that I've offended and is reading my blog now. "I am sorry for what I've done."
Luckily I am still consider successful in making friends. =)

These are some important person in my life. (guys, if your photo is not here doesn't mean that you are not important, it's just that my collection of photos are limited, I appreciate everyone around me)
p/s please click on the photos to enlarge it.

KOTA TINGGI

Wei Tian, my god brother. We were brother since we were just a little baby.

Lyon Kong, 13 years of brotherhood. From a kids till now.

Vincent Tan, one of my buddy, he is now in UK. A lawyer now.

JF, She taught me what's Love.

Ah Doi, my secondary school gang member.

Pei Yi (green in color). The president of "ye ren ju le bu a.k.a the wild club"

Gary, my hometown gang member

Mohana, she taught me a lot of things. Used to "ponteng" classes together. hehe

Taylor's College Subang Jaya

Mei Ling, a person who enjoy my singing. =)

Oliver, my best friend from SAM.

Huey Ling, my "little sister". Thanks for always being by my side.

PeiErr, the girl in pink. They are couple and I am just the gooseberry

My Taylor's roommates. They taught me many things.

My SAM classmates (E1). I really enjoyed the time studying in Taylor's College.

Multimedia University, Cyberjaya

YCC, my gang in MMU

YSY, my lovely roommate in MMU

My housemates: me, Tjun Wern, YSY and Hong

The E-10-A a.k.a A2-10-12 gang
Ken Huat, Hoong, Bong, me, Patrick and Chee (daiko)

Kelmynn, She taught me how to spell P-R-O-M-I-S-E

Luke, my ex-housemate. We used to discuss about Dhama quite often.

Mack, my friend from Iran who drinks with me in Cyberjaya.

Redang friend

Mandy Cheese, a friend who read my blog frequently. thanks mandy =)

My assistant

My assistant, Melissa (currently no photo to be uploaded)

I am going to be 21 soon. Still gaining experiences, gaining confidence and gaining knowledges. I hope all these could lead me to a better person, a better life. I want to be great man as how I used to fantasize, I want to be the person in my world of fantasy, I want to be the person that I wanted to be and I want my life to be complete. Effort must be putting into my life, hard work have to be continued in my future journey and the true love person have to be found to complete our journey to success together. Joshua wants to be a better person and he is sure that he can be. Thanks dad, mom, sisters and all of my friends.

i-poh

2008-07-03T11:08:00.012+08:00

Last Saturday, I went back Ipoh to visit my grandma over there and I found some interesting things that I wanted to share at my blog. Basically, Ipoh is a very nice place to stay for permanently due to the fresh air, clear water and also the friendly people compare to other states.

However, one thing that I think Ipoh is slightly hotter than other places. Mr Sunshine high above the sky all day long, non-stop sweating even sitting inside my car with air-con, warm water directly from the tap (happened in my grandma's house). XD
Oh ya, and one more thing that I will never deny that there are many nice food in Ipoh. Eg, heong beng, lou po beng, hor hee, dou ma chit and bla bla bla (there are too many and I couldn't remember all) hehe.
In Ipoh, I could easily found cows walking along the road. My cousin brother told me this and I have to remember it when I was driving in Ipoh which is "In other places, you have to give way to other vehicles but in Ipoh, you have to give way to the cows." haha. interesting huh. So..

This sign really mean a lot to the drivers there.

The following pictures can prove that cows are really appear along the road

Cow sitting under a tree

Cow standing beside the road
"I feel like been to New Zealand wakaka XD"

It was very risky to take all this photos, it is because I will never know when the cow will attack me when I am approaching them to take these photos.

Cow with the garbage

This photo look terrible. Just imagine the cow which is supposed to eat grass turned to eat the garbage and what will happen?

This?

Tasty sirloin steak? aha.

Thanks god that I don't take beef

By the way, I also found this interesting stall name in Ipoh

Just try to read the "Sei Sei Heng Hor Hee" Does it sounds like some foreign language or any aborigine language? ahah.. The meaning of "hor hee" is actually "kuey tiaw". Hardly found this name in other places. =)

Pork chop

Hardly found this food in other places too. Normally they only offer chicken chop, steak, fish n chip, lamb chop. But I found this in Ipoh. Hopefully this pig don't eat garbage.

So these are the things that I found out interesting during my 3 days trip in Ipoh, I believe that there are more in Ipoh. I will create another new entry after my next visit to Ipoh a.k.a I-poh ( a product of apple) LOL

YsY birthday..

2008-06-27T21:28:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YSY

This is my lovely and friendly roommate Tommy a.k.a YSY a.k.a mimi prince. First of all, I would like to wish him a very HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. Celebrated his birthday on Wednesday ( 25 June). However, his birthday was supposed to be on the 12 June.. LOL.. Sorry for the late celebration.. haha..

This is "LAO MA ZI" at Puchong. The steamboat dinner here is kind of nice. 3 varieties of soup for their customer to choose. Either a "清汤“ or "麻辣“ or "tomyam". There are many kind of food offer too.

After the dinner, our "special guest" insisted to pose with us. So...

Mr Smiley and me

Mr Smiley and YSY and CC

Mr Smiley and Tjun Wern and Cf

Mr Smiley and Hong

Mr Smiley in his Samfu

The FOE gang.. (amazingly mr smiley is not in this photo)

that was the birthday party celebration for our lovely mimi prince. It was fun to have this kind of gathering once in awhile. I believed everyone really enjoyed themselves on that night and same to me. Sweet memories can hardly gain, I will keep this in my mind, appreciate it and looking forward for the next gathering with all my lovely friends. The legend of mimi prince will never end. Happy Belated Birthday..

Sad & Disappointed

2008-06-27T10:52:00.012+08:00

This are the definitions for Sad & Disappointed from my dictionary.

Sad - Showing or causing sorrow; unhappy
Disappointed - Sad or dissatisfied because of something has failed, some desired event has not happened

Sad & Disappointed day. Just checked my result for Engineering Mathematics IV

I FAILED my exam. This is the first time i failed my exam in this 3 years of university life. Sigh...

The worst thing is that I don't even know why i failed my exam. I was able to finish doing 3 and a half questions out of 4 questions which we supposed to during the final and yet I could not get a pass. My mind is so restless now. Keep thinking what's the problem causing the failed situation.

Sad & Disappointed for only once, I believe I can get a better result when I retake it. Yes, you can do it well Keng Soon.. You will get support by all your friends.. =)

A birthday party

2008-06-26T00:50:00.034+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mei Ling =) >.<

Name : Fong Mei Ling 冯美玲
D.O.B : 26 June 1988
Gender : Female
Location : Glasgow, Scotland, UK
Hometown: Subang Jaya, Selangor

Happy Birthday ML. This is my very best friend Mei Ling. Today 26th June is her birthday. I wanna wish her a very happy 20th birthday. I'm sorry ML, cannot celebrate your birthday with you this year but you will surely got my blessing from Malaysia.
Now I shall sing you a birthday song first:
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Mei Ling
Happy Birthday To You....

I am planning to throw a birthday party for you
I'll bring your friends to celebrate with you this year.
They are:

PiggyDoggy

Kitty

Panddy

&

Ducky

Besides that, I'll invite the world most popular band to sing for your birthday party too..

They are theChipmunks- Simon, Alvin(LOL), Theodore.

Oh ya, i almost forgot about your birthday cake. This strawberry cake is for you..

This is your "Open Recipe" strawberry fruits cake. I hope you will like it.

And these are the food I'll prepare for you on your birthday

TruffleKinder Bueno

Ferero Rocher ( this is for me in case i attend your party)

And the venue for your birthday party will be held over here (The Alvin Tower)

I'll pray to god that hopefully He will grant you your birthday wish which is to be a billionaire

This is your birthday party proposal. I hope you will like it. I will keep this proposal in my blog forever. Therefore, you can view your birthday present whenever you want, wherever you go, whatever you do. Hope that you will like this birthday party proposal cum birthday present from me (though i know it's a bit too cheap, it's everything come from my mind and i do put in effort doing it.)

Joshua KS Wong
26 June 2008 2.00am
2 years 7 months and 3 days of friendship =)

The person

2008-06-25T10:23:00.012+08:00

What a wonderful Wednesday morning but a call from my friend woke me up.. LOL.. i was planning to skip the Multimedia class today to sleep for a longer time, but who knows i woke up at the same time which i supposed to.. thanks to Chee.. He called me and said he was just standing right behind of me.. OMG, that was really frightened me cause i was alone in my room, how could he appeared right behind of me.. Under my bed? haha.. Nevermind, i was trying to get back to sleep to dream of my dream girl but afterthat he sent me back a message telling me that he made a mistake. He saw someone in campus look exactly like me.. How could it be?? And at this moment, i lost all my interest to sleep and start thinking of "who will be this lucky guy who look exactly like me??" 2 versions of Joshua in the campus?? LOL.. Impossible.. After that, i turned on my laptop and start google for those possibilities to look exactly like me and i found some here..

Let's have a look..
This?

Lucky #1: Brad Pitt

or this

Lucky #2: David Beckham

or should be this

Lucky #3: Albert Einstein

i think this one looks more like me

Lucky #4: Beetoven

Hey guys, which person do you think will be the person that Chee mentioned this morning? Let's have a voting session, please vote for lucky number 1,2,3,4 to my comment box and i will sum up let's see who's the person who look exactly like me.. Or maybe you guys can let me know who do you think that person is. hehe.. Thanks a lot.. =)

viva la vida~

2008-06-24T17:22:00.001+08:00

VIVA la VIDA

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead, long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string (Ooooh)
Ah, who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh
(repeat with chorus)

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooooh Oooooooh Oooooooh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-kRcagftNM
(a link to youtube and try to listen to this song, it is awesome) =)

Viva la Vida, song by Coldplay.. i think this song is nice, same to Chee (my daiko) too.. He introduced this song to me that day. The more you listen to it, the more you will like it. No wonder this song is listed as #1 in billboard this week.. hehe.. viva la vida is actually the meaning of "live for life" in Spannish.. My daiko said he likes the lyrics so much, i do think the same too.. For more information regarding to this song, you guys can click on the link below and read it..
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Viva_la_Vida_%28song%29
(or maybe just copy and paste the link on your net browser)

Thanks Huey Ling for the presents

2008-06-24T16:43:00.001+08:00

aha, today is a lucky day for me.. guess what? i've received a parcel from the mr postman. hehe.. this parcel was actually sent by my friend from KL.. haha.. thanks Huey Ling.. appreciated.. so because of this "cool parcel", i decided to write this blog here to share my happiness with everyone who read it. Anyway, i received this parcel at 4.30pm from my housemate (thx tw) cause i was sleeping when the postman arrived.. i told myself not to sleep because i need to accept an important parcel today and i was expecting for it since yesterday after the call ( because Huey Ling told me yesterday that she posted the parcel out) then this poslaju "janji sampai esok" really do. This is the first time i feel the great efficiency of poslaju (mayb because the short distance between KL n Cyberjaya). aha.. the parcel was wrapped up with a "University Malaya" envelope. wow, i thought it was any offer letter by UM.. =.=" aha.. i took a photo on it first and opened it up slowly.

This is the most important flag

OMG OMG OMG, it's a polo t-shirt with Germany flag printed on it.. cool.. As a Germany fan, this is the greatest present i could received by my friend. LOL.. i quickly made a call to HL to thanks her for giving such a valuable present during this Euro cup season. hehe.. Thank HL.. i tak sabar sabar to try on my new t-shirt after the call. wow, it's just so fit to me.. aha.. Really gonna say thank again to HL.. appreciate this present so much..
oh ya, i nearly forgot there was another tiny keychain inside the envelope. tadaa..... a Taiwan shape keychain, my souvenir from Taiwan.. haha.. i think this keychain will permanently attach to my car key.. =)so these were the presents i received from an envelope from UM..haha.. Thanks HL. i really appreciate all these presents so much..