Mamma Mia

I wanna watch Mamma Mia!!
Nobody show interest in this movie,
My only friend that wanna watch this movie watched it twice last week.
I am supposed to watch it last Friday after my work
But my friend didn't wanna watch it. *sob sob*
Back in Johor now.
Mummy told me she watched it last week too.
Aikss, I wanna watch it too.
Mummy even bought the soundtrack, all the songs are so nice.
Mummy said wanna watch for the second time,
But I need to arrange my time first.
I wanna watch Mamma Mia!!

You sent me the wrong message me yesterday,
If that message was meant to me,
I would have fly up in the sky now.
I was so freezing up after receiving the first message
but the second you reply made me feel disappointed.
Anyway, I am fine.
I am the one that want to love you more.

Intensive classes.

I had been so busy attending intensive classes recently.
But the classes that I've attended are not related to engineering. LOL
Had been attending intensive classes for badminton and DotA.
Playing badminton and DotA is a must on everyday.
Badminton from Monday to Wednesday and same thing to DotA.
I've even stayed at my friend's house just to have a better DotA game with them.
Oh god, I've forgot my semester final exam is around the corner.
I'll be having my first paper on 6 October ---> Optoelectronics Devices.
Aikss.. I've not really started my studies.
Just sitting in front of my study desk and thinking of hero skill and badminton strategies.
Let's see what I've prepared for my final.

6 October 2008 - Optoelectronics Devices - 20%
7 October 2008 - Multimedia Technology and Applications - 30%
12 October 2008- Power Electronics - 20%
14 October 2008- Analog and Digital Communications - 20%
16 October 2008- Nano-Sciences - 15%

Oh gosh, I've not fully prepared any subject yet not even a 50%.
But that's not the problem because normally I did 60% and hantam during the finals.
Please god, I gonna start preparing for my final on tomorrow.
After the short semester, I'll be a final year student already.
Final year project approaching. I can feel the stress now.

Okay, now talk about something happy -----> Badminton..
I've been playing badminton for the previous 3 days.
I called it an intensive course.
Monday afternoon, Tuesday night and Wednesday morning.
I really enjoyed all the games played.
Had some tournament with my friends and others who were playing at the next court.
There came a challenger yesterday night.
2 Indians who came and challenge us for double.
Patrick and me in a group and they formed their own pairs too.
Patrick can be called as our pro here. So I am not afraid of accepting their challenge.
With no pressure and stress, we easily end up the match with 2 games.
21-17 and 15-5. Patrick and me defeated them. LOL
Patrick and I never give any chance to them.
Whenever we got a chance to smash or loop, we did.
It's was really a great game. I really enjoyed so much.

So next DotA.
I'm a noob in this game.
There are a very small number of heroes that I know how to use in the game.
Opps, I am always a feeder to the opponent.
However, today I had 2 very nice game.
Though I did not contribute much for our victory, I believed my exist do help a bit. hehe.
I got all the pro teammates with me.
No fear and pressure.
It's because I know they will surely come to save me when I' m in trouble.
LOL. still trying my very best to train myself to be better and contribute much in my next match.
But before continuing all these intensive courses.
I needa set a timetable for myself to prepare for my final exam.
Last few semester before I graduating.
Wish me luck ya!

I still miss you very much
Hope that you're feel better now.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
No more "at the very beginning" mode ya.
Good nights.

很想你

I will write this entire post in Chinese Mandarin.

我很想你，
虽然能和您网上交谈，
我还是依然的那么想念你。
这几天我都以为可以利用繁忙来忘记你。
可是你却依然浮现在我的脑海中。
我一直都告诉自己不能有所期望，我做得到！
但看见您的名字出现在上线表上，我却很自然的向您说声“嗨”
我看我的生活已被您的一切所占居了。
你的灿烂微笑，你的善良心肠，你的开朗性格。
都是一种无法以字眼能形容的。
谢谢你曾经出现在我的生命中。
就算不能天长地久，
能认识你也已经是一种幸福！
我很想你！

你在那里 这些年来如意不如意
还快乐 还单纯 还美丽 时光如何对你

我 在这里 人海中一座岛屿
很平静 风平浪静
只除了深夜里 回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你 听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息 都不是你
　
我 在那里 你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有 曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记 只是种好意
都不是你 我只想爱你

I'll stand by you

You sound so sad recently.
I don't know what's the reason.
You refused to tell me.
I never ask anymore.
You asked me who's the one.
I wanted to tell you the person is you- Make eternity Lasts
But I know I should not tell you.
The reason is just so easy that because you are attached.
No point telling you this and create something new to bother you.
I prefer to keep it to myself.
I know even I told you yesterday, there will be no changes.
I will be shy facing you in future.
And I know there will be thousand of reason for you to avoid me.
I prefer this kinda of us.
I expect for more, but this is not the time.
Today is the first month after the ending of DG mode.
Kinda moody but happy too.
Thanks.
I will stand by you, I miss you.

I'll stand by you

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Oh I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

You - Make eternity Lasts.

A very nice song you recommended to me.
Very meaningful and very touching.
I downloaded for you, I know this song must be something to express your emo mood now.
I will always stand by you. Be your guardian angel.
I know the rain will stop eventually and you will get back to where you're supposed to be.
But being a guardian angel by your side, accompany you when you are sad is the most happy moment that I should feel contented with it.
After all, you're still the one, and I do miss you very much.

You - Make eternity Lasts.

At the begining

Anastasia) We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we�d have to go through
Now here we are,
and I�m suddenly standing,
at the beginning with you

(Dimitri) No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
(BOTH) When I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

(Chorus) And life is a road
and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

(Anastasia) We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
(Dimitri) Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
(Both) Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

(Both) I knew there was somebody somewhere
like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dreams will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

(Chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing

at the beginning with you

You're still the one-Make Eternity Last

You're still the one in my mind.
Though I know the truth and the fact.
I choose to keep you deep inside my heart.
From the day till now.
I am supposed to keep you back at my mind.
Not to remember you, not to mention about you and not to miss you.
But the feel of to see you, to care about you and to contact you keep spinning around my mind.
I won't deny that you're still the one in my mind.
From the day of the starting of DG mode.
Till today.
After all the while, I will still think of you when my mind is not occupied.
I felt happy when I received your message.
I will keep pressing on my phone when I am waiting for your reply.
I will get freeze and my heart beat gone 100X faster than normal.
You're the one who give me the power.
Though it's single sided part from me, I choose to keep it inside.
Thanks.

怎麼隱藏　我的悲傷　失去妳的地方
妳的髮香　散的匆忙　我已經跟不上

＊閉上眼睛　還能看見　妳離去的痕跡
　在月光下　一直找尋　那想念的身影

　如果說分手　是苦痛的起點
　那在終點之前　我願意再愛一遍
　想要對妳說的　不敢說的愛
　會不會有人　可以明白＊

＃我會發著呆　然後忘記妳
　接著緊緊閉上眼
　想著那一天　會有人代替
　讓我不再想念妳

　我會發著呆　然後微微笑
　接著緊緊閉上眼
　又想了一遍　妳溫柔的臉
　在我忘記之前＃

我會發著呆　然後忘記妳　接著緊緊閉上眼
想著那一天　會有人代替　讓我不再想念妳

This is the best song to show how I am actually feeling now.
I like the lyrics.
Can somehow express my feeling. :)
Anyway, thanks to DG.
You really bright up my life.

My innocent friend- Kirthi & Mohana

My Nano class gang.

Kirthi, Mohana, Ezrin and me went for a movie on last Friday. [3 different races outing, a future malaysia. lol]
So supposed we were planning to depart from cyber around 6pm
But end up we depart from here at 10.45pm due to Kirthi and Mohana have to attend a meeting.
So yes, at 10.45pm after everything were ready, we departed to The Curve Damansara.
Kirthi and Mohana were so excited because this was the first time they stepped into the land of The Curve. lol
Saw an accident on the way to our destination but we didn't stop by to help.[kind hearted Malaysian] =.="
After 45 minutes journey, we arrived at our destination.
Bought our ticket and went in for the movie.
We watched death race.
Damn, was sitting beside a damn drunk man.
I felt like sitting beside a big bottle of carlsberg.
okay, basically the movie was quite interesting but the storyline was kinda fake
It's more like a gaming movie. All the cars using in the movie are more like

"HOTWHEELS"

After the movie, Kirthi was complaining that her bladder is fully filled.
Okay, lead her to the toilet.
My goodness, the toilet is just located next to a club.
Kirthi and Mohana were so afraid with all the drunken people in the toilet.
Opps, I never know that they were so innocent.
Never ever been to this kinda place before. Sorry
But I am proud to be the first person who exposed this to them.
I could see many people puke in the toilet, all the drunken people were sitting outside the club
Fighting for fresh air to make them feel better.
My innocent Kirthi was so afraid and kept telling us she wanna leave the place. LOL
Chill bro, nothing to be afraid.
So I brought them to the other bar which located at "The Street"
I brought them to Santuary.
Kirthi and Mohana were so afraid and they stood far away from the bar.
Pity Ezrin gonna take care of them.
After visiting Santuary, we went to visit Kirthi's cow at Mache.[i created this, in fact it's a Switzerland cow]
Had some photo session here with the cute red cow.

The cow

Kirthi and Mohana favourite Switzerland cow

Next destination was Murni SS2.
We were there to Sahur with Ezrin.
Was kinda fun chatting over there.
I could see Mohana and Kirthi were so enjoying their food there.
It's true that Murni SS2 serve good food, I won't deny this. haha.

Oh ya, Kirthi told me that there is this girl who always ask her about me.
I wonder who is this girl.
Please, I am so curious to know more about her.
Hehe, as a friend i mean.
All the while, the same girl is still occupying my mind, my heart and my soul.
Yes, she..

We were sitting together

Yes, we were sitting together in the same table just now.
3 of us at the same table at FCM cafe.
Same thing happened 1 and a half year ago.
Sitting together but the feel seems to be so much different.
The last time we were sitting together was at the library
Studying together, chat together and joke together
We even went to 1U together, drink and eat together.
But now, seems like everything have changed.
It's so much different than before.
A friendship that changed so much during this year.
Even now we got a chance to meet up in campus,
it's just. "HI and BYE"
No more conversations, no more jokes.
I was expecting for some conversation with you over there
At first when JC wanted me to sit down and joined you guys for normal chatting
I couldn't make a decision. What came into my mind was to find an excuse for leaving there. It's because i feel sad for seeing you sitting opposite me but we got nothing to talk about.
But eventually I think I should try, at least give a chance for our friendship
But till the end, I couldn't find any topic to start the conversation with you.
Sitting alone looking at you chatting with her.
A friend of mine, has gone to be a stranger now.
It's kinda hurt to feel this.
A person that I can talk to heart by heart
Has now changed to be so weird when meeting each other.
What have I done wrongly that made the situation to be like this?
I really don't know what's the problem.
I want our friendship back!!
What can I do?
Please...

Happy Belated Merdeka Malaysia

Opps, I am so sorry for my late greeting.

Happy belated merdeka for Malaysia.

Aku anak Malaysia

Long time never update my blog already.
Was kinda busy recently
Hardly spend time to blog.
Busy with my work, my midterm test and also classes.
Finally I got to take a break now and spend some time for my bloggy

Just get well from sick AGAIN.
Yeah, was suffering with running nose and slight fever.
Thanks to the walk under the rain.
I am feeling better now. wakaka..

Spent my whole weekend working last week
Was appointed to work at 1U on Friday and Courts Cheras on Saturday and Sunday.
I don't really like the working environment in Courts Cheras
People there were not as friendly as other places which I've been working before.
Tec Asia is still my number 1..

You were treating me more friendly recently
More conversations between us
But no worries, I won't expect for anything
Feeling very happy that we can be better friend than before.

I am in jazz mode recently
Kinda love listening to those jazz and soft music
I am so hope that I can spend more time for myself to enjoy in a bar or lounge listening to live band performance.

Yes, the timetable on tomorrow will be kinda pack
Early morning gonna join Patrick them for dim sum
then badminton
After that will be resting time
I think there will be something on at night
Yes, I love this kinda life..

Read something quite accurate from Christ yesterday
He sent me some kinda horoscope thinggy which is quite accurate to apply on me
=)
Know myself more than before.

Anyway, gonna continue with my meeting now
take care everyone...